Week 13: Please let this be a happy ending...

[Erik Huffman]

Ok so now that Jerri is gone I can only hope she doesnt come back. I heard there is going to be an 8 person tournment so I can only hope in her first round she faces Lindsey. It will just be funny if she officially elimnates her best buddy in the game how priceless would that be?

Also with Mikey telling me how two-faced Gary is good but its really hard to take when Gary has sided with me while Mikey pussied out on me. So while I feel for Mikey that Gary has outright played him. I kind of dont. This is the path you picked so why should I give a fuck?

Who am I hoping comes back on my tribe? Silas and Tanya. Idk who Tanya is but I heard she is nuts so that might be interesting.

[Erik Huffman]

I will do the challenge later when I get home in the morning but I have 0 need to want to win this challenge. I would have to nom up Ami or Gary if I won and there is no point to that. I dont see the point of putting myself in a awkward position with 2 people I have been building myself up with thats just dumb.

So im hoping Eliza does it for me. I have taken the bullets alot for my group and have kind of stood up to be the leader somewhat. It's Eliza's turn to take some heat. I mean techincally she already did earlier with tie breaker but that's besides the point!

Also I ratted out what Mikey said to me to Gary. Why? Cause I thought it would be funny. Also it could throw the target on Mikey who I think is a better social player then John. So I would prefer for Mikey to go but I just want somebody else to push the subject not me.

[Erik Huffman]

Fuck this challenge! Its Ami vs Mikey. If Mikey wins I get nomd up and might be in some trouble. If Ami wins then im good and everybody can blow me.

Also Russ might be winning on the other side sooo yay to JT and Fabio going on the block?

Idk im kind of zoned out of this week. My head isnt fully in the game. So im really hoping to just sly by till next week where I will be back to normal.

[Erik Huffman]

Im like a roach I just wont die in this game! Mikey saved me for whatever reason. Maybe cause I keep telling him I want to flip. Either way im safe.

Now I get the shitty option of voting somebody out. Ami apparently won the prize last round of a double vote and wants to use that to vote out Gary. While this sounds awesome im going to piss off alot of people if I dont vote out Eliza.

I have been with Eliza since day 1 so its a bitch for me to turn my back on her. But I think Eliza and Ami are super tight. Soooo yeah. I should have just gotten nomd up so I wouldnt have to make these decisions.

Fuck fuck fuck!!!!! To keep Eliza or to keep Gary?!?!?!

[Erik Huffman]

Me and Eliza break up

Eliza (10:57:55 AM): i'm glad you're safe ")
Eliza (10:57:58 AM): :-)
Eliza (10:58:09 AM): but what happens now?
Erik Huffman (11:09:28 AM): hey thanks
Eliza (11:10:14 AM): i wanna cry lol
Erik Huffman (11:10:36 AM): you might want to actually cry after i tell you this
Eliza (11:10:49 AM): what?
Erik Huffman (11:11:09 AM): :-\ i think your gettting voted out
Eliza (11:11:25 AM): what have you heard?
Erik Huffman (11:11:33 AM): lol that your getting voted out
Eliza (11:11:51 AM): everyone's voting for me?
Erik Huffman (11:12:04 AM): no i dont think ami is
Eliza (11:12:29 AM): it can be a tie then
Erik Huffman (11:13:02 AM): i dont think im going to tie it up
Eliza (11:13:12 AM): what??
Erik Huffman (11:13:26 AM): yeah
Eliza (11:13:36 AM): why?
Erik Huffman (11:13:46 AM): cause if you lose the tie breaker then i just lost 2 allies
Erik Huffman (11:13:56 AM): and it leaves me completly fucked for next round
Erik Huffman (11:14:05 AM): and ami
Eliza (11:14:16 AM): wow i would never expect that from you
Erik Huffman (11:14:42 AM): expect what?
Eliza (11:15:09 AM): voting for me
Erik Huffman (11:15:25 AM): im not like jumping for joy over it
Erik Huffman (11:15:38 AM): but i need to make the best strategy decision to keep thing intact
Erik Huffman (11:16:16 AM): and if you won the tie breaker then thats awesome and i would be excited but if you lose then it might as well elimnate me
Erik Huffman (11:16:21 AM): and ami
Eliza (11:16:29 AM): i dont know why you cant trust me
Eliza (11:16:31 AM): i already won once
Erik Huffman (11:17:55 AM): its not that i dont trust you
Erik Huffman (11:18:03 AM): but just cause you won once doesnt mean you auto win again
Eliza (11:18:33 AM): ok
Erik Huffman (11:18:44 AM): :-\ dont like hate me
Eliza (11:18:54 AM): no, don't even do that
Eliza (11:19:07 AM): i was like here worrying for both of us
Eliza (11:19:15 AM): and first opportunity you get you turn on me?
Erik Huffman (11:19:22 AM): first opportunity?
Eliza (11:19:27 AM): i guess i'm going to have a smile on my face
Erik Huffman (11:19:31 AM): i have had tons of chances to vote you out
Erik Huffman (11:19:37 AM): i have stuck by you alot
Erik Huffman (11:19:50 AM): every deal i have ever made i involved you in it
Eliza (11:20:01 AM): you were in worse positions before and you never gave up
Erik Huffman (11:21:32 AM): ok im not sure what to say right now you know its nothing against you
Eliza (11:21:48 AM): whatever
Erik Huffman (11:21:59 AM): :-\ can you not be mad at me over this
Eliza (11:22:10 AM): i don't wanna hear anything
Eliza (11:22:16 AM): i'm done
Erik Huffman (11:22:34 AM): ok your sounding like my ex now
Erik Huffman (11:22:53 AM): come on its just a strategy decision i still want you to come back from dmi
Erik Huffman (11:23:09 AM): im not randomly hating on you all the sudden
Eliza (11:23:26 AM): still, the knife is there
Erik Huffman (11:24:08 AM): im not trying to knife you
Eliza (11:24:16 AM): but you are
Eliza (11:24:50 AM): do you really think they're going to leave you there over ami?
Eliza (11:25:00 AM): if i leave, you're next anyway
Erik Huffman (11:26:05 AM): lol well idk i didnt get nomd up
Erik Huffman (11:26:31 AM): so i think i will be descent
Eliza (11:26:37 AM): because that way gary has to vote for me
Eliza (11:26:44 AM): and mikey wants me gone
Eliza (11:27:18 AM): there's still gary and john
Erik Huffman (11:27:34 AM): i know and im not burning my bridge down with gary
Erik Huffman (11:27:44 AM): which is why im not tying the vote
Erik Huffman (11:29:50 AM): i know no matter what your going to be pissed at me
Eliza (11:30:07 AM): not if you vote for gary
Erik Huffman (11:31:48 AM): ok thats just not going to happen
Erik Huffman (11:31:51 AM): im sorry eliza
Erik Huffman (11:32:22 AM): you know i like you and i wish you didnt take this personally
Erik Huffman (11:35:39 AM): :-(
Erik Huffman (11:36:29 AM): ok i really wanted this to end on a positive note
Erik Huffman (11:36:35 AM): but i guess thats not going down
Eliza (11:36:54 AM): good luck screwing your other allies
Erik Huffman (11:37:40 AM): :-\ come on eliza i have stuck by you so much
Erik Huffman (11:37:51 AM): and atleast im not blindsiding you
Eliza (11:38:18 AM): still it hurts
Erik Huffman (11:38:39 AM): i know it does but im not trying to hurt or screw you over
Erik Huffman (11:38:44 AM): im just trying to make the right move
Eliza (11:38:46 AM): here i was thinking that i had 2 people by my side and that i would have a chance to survive
Eliza (11:38:52 AM): but of course, that's not going to happen
Eliza (11:38:54 AM): silly me
Erik Huffman (11:39:27 AM): well ami did lecture me for awhile last night about keeping you
Eliza (11:39:29 AM): it's ironic, i'm leaving because of the person i trusted the most in this game
Erik Huffman (11:41:30 AM): :-(
Erik Huffman (11:41:40 AM): come on your making me feel more awful then i already do
Eliza (11:41:54 AM): oh because i'm not feeling awful at all
Eliza (11:42:02 AM): i'm supposed to shut up and move on
Eliza (11:42:06 AM): okay, i'm doing that
Eliza (11:42:14 AM): don't worry
Erik Huffman (11:43:32 AM): im not asking you to shut up and move on
Erik Huffman (11:43:40 AM): im trying to be as nice as possible about all of this
Eliza (11:46:26 AM): can't you just give me a chance?
Eliza (11:46:44 AM): i am better than gary in challenges
Erik Huffman (11:48:31 AM): :-(
Erik Huffman (11:48:40 AM): your making me feel terrible
Eliza (11:49:51 AM): i'm literally begging you for a chance at the game
Eliza (11:50:15 AM): i was always with you this entire game and i'd never do anything like this to you
Eliza (11:50:56 AM): do you think gary's trustworthy? john and mikey for that matter?
Erik Huffman (11:51:10 AM): idk mikey hasnt gone against me
Erik Huffman (11:51:14 AM): gary has stuck by his word with me
Eliza (11:51:24 AM): he voted for me to go
Eliza (11:51:34 AM): he's wishy washy
Erik Huffman (11:51:48 AM): yeah but he backstabbed ami with that vote not me
Eliza (11:52:18 AM): did i go against you?
Erik Huffman (11:52:36 AM): no i know you didnt
Erik Huffman (11:52:41 AM): so far none of them technically have
Eliza (11:53:41 AM): we are target number 1 and 2
Erik Huffman (11:55:21 AM): yeah i know i got a huge target on my back
Erik Huffman (11:55:29 AM): and that everybody has been trying to get me out for awhile now
Eliza (11:55:44 AM): the target is going to get even bigger if i leave
Erik Huffman (11:56:11 AM): lol the target is huge cause your here
Erik Huffman (11:56:19 AM): i know thats not your fault
Erik Huffman (11:56:25 AM): and thats not why im voting you out
Eliza (11:56:27 AM): not really
Eliza (11:56:34 AM): they're dying to get BOTH of us out
Erik Huffman (11:57:16 AM): if that was true i would have been voted out last round
Erik Huffman (11:57:20 AM): and nomd up this round
Erik Huffman (11:57:29 AM): neither which happened
Erik Huffman (11:57:37 AM): hell i didnt even get all the votes last round
Erik Huffman (11:57:42 AM): they just want to seperate us
Eliza (11:58:35 AM): well, if you believe that, good luck
Erik Huffman (11:58:50 AM): `:-(
Erik Huffman (12:05:53 PM): i guess there is nothing i can say that will make you not hate me

[Erik Huffman]

I feel pretty bad about backstabbing Eliza. I expected her to take it personally but idk. Im doing what I think is the smart move. If Ami holds a grudge against me for this then fuck it I dont care.

At this point I have a giant target on my back already so having another person or everybody going against me I can deal with it. I do want to keep Eliza around but she thinks if she gets elimnated then im auto out and thats just not the case. This game does not revolve around Eliza.

This might be the biggest backstab of the game so far

[Erik Huffman]

Erik Huffman (12:49:50 PM): that was the longest fight ever
Erik Huffman (12:50:02 PM): :-(
Erik Huffman (12:50:29 PM): i really hope im making the right decision
Mikey B (12:50:37 PM): Between you and Ami?
Mikey B (12:50:38 PM): *Eliza
Erik Huffman (12:50:41 PM): yeah
Mikey B (12:50:52 PM): Sorry to hear
Erik Huffman (12:51:04 PM): haha yeah right its perfect for you :-P
Mikey B (12:51:24 PM): Not really. Like I said, I don't know what is gonna happen next round.
Mikey B (12:51:54 PM): I could sit here and say I want you to vote with me and John a certain way and you could just go...nah...and go and vote me off or John off lol
Mikey B (12:52:26 PM): My options are still very limited. Actually super limited. Because Ami is mad at me and who knows what Gary is ever gonna do.
Erik Huffman (12:52:42 PM): i know gary is always a wild card
Erik Huffman (12:53:39 PM): the only thing that bothered me was eliza bringing up the old alliance stuff
Erik Huffman (12:53:45 PM): lol sorry im venting
Mikey B (12:54:10 PM): Venting is fine haha
Mikey B (12:54:25 PM): I pretty much am too :-P
Erik Huffman (12:54:28 PM): no she tried to say i was backstabbing the old alliance in which i replied pretty much who gives a fuck
Erik Huffman (12:54:33 PM): they are not on our tribe
Erik Huffman (12:54:52 PM): i dont get why everybody is sooooo stuck on trying to stick with old tribe stuff
Mikey B (12:57:20 PM): I know, this is new territory and new alliances are being made, at least over here. If this was old tribe shit then myself, Gary, Ami, Jerri should have stuck together. It really comes down to who you can truly trust. And now Eliza is trying to court John into voting with her and Ami and saying that way those 3 will have majority over you and me.
Erik Huffman (12:58:25 PM): lol you said john is good right?
Mikey B (12:58:58 PM): Yes he is a good guy, he doesn't play the dumb backstabbing conniving shit the rest of these people do
Erik Huffman (12:59:37 PM): i like how eliza is cutting deals for ami
Erik Huffman (12:59:46 PM): but they arent "super tight"
Mikey B (1:01:28 PM): I know and Ami told me if I had put you up she'd be voting Eliza. Yah right...guess you woulda been voted out for sure.
Erik Huffman (1:02:04 PM): haha well not if the rest of you guys kept me :-P
Mikey B (1:02:27 PM): Well I don't think Gary would have if Ami told him not to
Mikey B (1:02:37 PM): Gary hasn't listened to me on anything
Erik Huffman (1:02:55 PM): i dont gary listens to anybody
Erik Huffman (1:03:01 PM): gary is a rogue!
Mikey B (1:03:42 PM): I know. But he has to vote Eliza this time to save himself which is exactly why I put him in this position.
Erik Huffman (1:04:23 PM): im sure he wont like the fact of ami trying to vote him out
Mikey B (1:05:08 PM): And I plan on letting him know full well
Mikey B (1:05:18 PM): So maybe his eyes will finally open
Mikey B (1:05:19 PM): :-(
Mikey B (1:05:47 PM): imo, Ami should go next if we stay on these tribes and lose
Erik Huffman (1:06:26 PM): ok if we go down this route which its possible we might
Erik Huffman (1:06:36 PM): how do i know i wont get screwed over once ami is gone
Mikey B (1:08:12 PM): You and Gary can vote together or you can vote with me and John again lol. I'm straightforward and I don't like shadyness and I expect alliances to just be solid with no shenanigans.
Mikey B (1:08:38 PM): You haven't given me any reason to mistrust you and I don't think I've given you any reason to mistrust me.
Erik Huffman (1:08:54 PM): you havent except that one week
Mikey B (1:09:31 PM): Well yah, but again...that was Gary telling me we needed to change from Lindsey to Eliza -_-; And then he changed in the revote.
Mikey B (1:10:01 PM): Making me look like the shady one which I am not.
Mikey B (1:12:37 PM): I wanna make merge, you wanna make merge.
Erik Huffman (1:12:53 PM): yeah i really want to make merge
Erik Huffman (1:13:04 PM): although idk how long i will survive in merge
Erik Huffman (1:13:07 PM): but i want to get there
Mikey B (1:14:16 PM): So let's get there? =/
Erik Huffman (1:14:55 PM): lol i figured me and you would
Mikey B (1:15:14 PM): Okay good haha
Mikey B (1:15:24 PM): Oh what were you typing?
Erik Huffman (1:15:50 PM): lol i was going to say i would like to think everybody should want me there cause all eyes will be on me
Mikey B (1:16:17 PM): I'm sure Russell is making tons of friends right now
Mikey B (1:16:24 PM): He nominated 4 people
Erik Huffman (1:16:27 PM): haha i know
Erik Huffman (1:16:29 PM): super awesome
Erik Huffman (1:16:43 PM): erik and russ = best villains ever
Mikey B (1:17:03 PM): lol in the most super unlikely Survivor reps evar
Mikey B (1:17:11 PM): EVERRRRR
Mikey B (1:17:29 PM): Erik Huffman and Russell Swan, the super nice guys are villains in this game
Mikey B (1:17:47 PM): I don't view you as a villain tho :-D
Erik Huffman (1:18:03 PM): i think of me as a hero for killing jerri
Erik Huffman (1:18:08 PM): and she officially died at dmi
Erik Huffman (1:18:13 PM): so its just a awesome feeling
Mikey B (1:18:37 PM): omg she was like a um...one of those evil things from Greek mythology that people slay...umm....
Erik Huffman (1:19:00 PM): hydra?
Mikey B (1:19:09 PM): Ooh maybe
Mikey B (1:19:16 PM): She had like 9 lives for sure so yeah that works best methinks
Erik Huffman (1:19:37 PM): lol ami has a double vote btw
Mikey B (1:19:48 PM): ... wtf
Mikey B (1:19:49 PM): lol
Erik Huffman (1:20:04 PM): haha i figured i would tell ya
Mikey B (1:20:28 PM): And she plans on using it to save the person that she "is not close to"
Mikey B (1:20:28 PM): >_<
Erik Huffman (1:20:40 PM): thats why eliza is mad at me cause gary could get voted out
Erik Huffman (1:20:48 PM): and im just saying no
Mikey B (1:24:05 PM): Well just think, if I had put YOU up there with those 2 then you'd be in Gary's position
Erik Huffman (1:24:40 PM): well it looks like you made the right move ;-)

[Erik Huffman]

Gary loves me

Erik Huffman (10:15:21 PM): hey gary
Gary (10:15:25 PM): yo yo
Erik Huffman (10:15:45 PM): lol man do you owe me gary :-P
Gary (10:15:52 PM): i owe you the world
Gary (10:15:54 PM): sweriouslkt
Gary (10:15:56 PM): lik
Gary (10:16:05 PM): amis taken a step down in my eye
Gary (10:16:13 PM): if what ive heard bout her wanting me out was true
Gary (10:16:29 PM): if you wanna run this thing with me bro im all for it
Erik Huffman (10:16:42 PM): yeah she was lecturing me all last night
Erik Huffman (10:16:45 PM): then eliza lecutured me
Erik Huffman (10:16:51 PM): etc
Erik Huffman (10:16:55 PM): i kind of just said no
Gary (10:17:03 PM): well i was there before
Gary (10:17:09 PM): i kno how much its pressured
Gary (10:17:15 PM): and im happy you chose to side with me
Gary (10:17:34 PM): barring any idols, im thinking ill be safe
Gary (10:17:44 PM): ami may or may not hav a double vote, not sure
Erik Huffman (10:17:52 PM): she has got it
Gary (10:18:01 PM): an idol?
Gary (10:18:05 PM): or double vote
Erik Huffman (10:18:05 PM): no a double vote
Gary (10:18:08 PM): ah
Gary (10:18:10 PM): phew
Gary (10:18:18 PM): jumped to conclusions there :-P
Erik Huffman (10:18:22 PM): haha yeah thats why they were so mad at me
Gary (10:19:02 PM): i mean im guessing u read my PM, which truly wasnt something to try and persuade you, cs u were upfront with me and i knew you wouldn't hav lied '
Gary (10:19:20 PM): but yea my PM kinda showed why ur making a smart decision, in my mind at least
Erik Huffman (10:19:36 PM): i actually havent read your pm!
Erik Huffman (10:19:46 PM): but im going to right now
Gary (10:19:51 PM): go for it!
Gary (10:20:00 PM): not exactly a new york times bestseller :-P
Gary (10:20:03 PM): but does the job
Erik Huffman (10:20:38 PM): haha i actually told her that also
Erik Huffman (10:20:43 PM): she said im for sure next to go
Erik Huffman (10:20:56 PM): even though last week mikey didnt vote for me and i didnt get nomd up
Erik Huffman (10:21:01 PM): so im thinking im descent
Erik Huffman (10:21:11 PM): although ami will hate me now
Gary (10:21:44 PM): yea, but the truth is she brought it on herself for sticking as hard to eliza as she has
Erik Huffman (10:22:04 PM): dude she has stuck by eliza more then me which has made me go wtf?
Gary (10:22:27 PM): ya i was fairly surprised to hear she would vote me over eliza
Gary (10:22:35 PM): so maybe the stuff ppl told me about those two is correct
Gary (10:22:43 PM): but luckiy none of that will matter after this vote
Erik Huffman (10:23:31 PM): yeah i had a feeling they were friends the moment i had spoken to them
Erik Huffman (10:23:38 PM): cause anytime i kind of wavered away from ami
Erik Huffman (10:23:43 PM): eliza freaked out
Erik Huffman (10:24:49 PM): but me and you are going to have to probably flip flop alot pretty soon
Erik Huffman (10:24:57 PM): i mean cause john and mikey are super tight
Gary (10:25:03 PM): right
Gary (10:25:10 PM): as long as you and me stay together
Gary (10:25:14 PM): and keep open communication
Gary (10:25:18 PM): we are sollid yo
Erik Huffman (10:26:26 PM): yeah for sure we will really have to play this thing correct from here on out
Erik Huffman (10:26:35 PM): although i doubt anybody will see us as a pair
Erik Huffman (10:26:53 PM): the big question is can we get ami to flip with us next round to vote out john
Erik Huffman (10:27:02 PM): then flip back to mikey to vote out ami
Erik Huffman (10:27:07 PM): without pissing anybody off
Gary (10:27:21 PM): yea, well who knows if these tribes will stay this way next round
Gary (10:27:46 PM): i think the 2 ppl who are being brought in from DMI will be placed back next round
Gary (10:28:08 PM): they could be captains for 2 new teams, r the teams are swapped and the returnees are randomly placed one on each
Erik Huffman (10:28:59 PM): that would be awful
Erik Huffman (10:29:07 PM): lol most of those sobs i have elimnated
Gary (10:29:39 PM): id say bobdawg and jerri are the favs to return
Erik Huffman (10:29:51 PM): nope jerri is elimnated now for sure
Erik Huffman (10:30:00 PM): rich told me last night who moved on
Erik Huffman (10:30:09 PM): it is tanya, lindsey, bob dawg and silas
Gary (10:30:16 PM): damn
Gary (10:30:39 PM): kinda surprised, tho no clue wat the challenge was or how tanya and silas are in challengws
Gary (10:31:21 PM): do the 2 who get eliminated tonight go to DMI, im not sure
Erik Huffman (10:31:44 PM): that would sooo suck if they do
Erik Huffman (10:31:49 PM): cause eliza would come back probably
Erik Huffman (10:32:04 PM): i might rip out my hair