Post by Mikey "B" on Feb 9, 2012 3:12:38 GMT -5
I didn't write any confessionals last round because I was having a very hard time with things and just felt so defeated.
Lindsey left...which was what I wanted in the first place...but she left while I was a vote against Eliza and a vote for Lindsey to stay. That really screwed me over.
It hurt my chances with Erik and Eliza and forced me to have to rely on Jerri, Gary, Ami. I was trying to avoid having to rely on them in the first place when I decided I wanted to target Lindsey. I mean...I like those three...but they're all horrible allies. Jerri is so stubborn and dramatic and stirs the pot to the extreme. Gary is a flip flopping backstabber who is only out to benefit himself, not his "allies". Ami has a big mouth and blabs plans to everyone and she can't speak English very well so she is hard to communicate with. Perfect! Just the people I want to play with. NOT.
So there I was last round now after the Lindsey round went so amuck, having to rely on Gary. Not a good sign going into the round. He hasn't voted with me a single time except for the Jessie round and that was probably because he had no choice but to go with what everyone else wanted to do.
So I go into the challenge hoping we can win it. No so luck. Everyone gives half-assed attempts except for Jerri and myself. No one cared to win it. Like seriously...
I was so upset.
And then I find out John is being voted out. My heart just sinks. I couldn't help but believe that it was all my fault. I had made John switch his vote to Lindsey and then I made him switch it to Eliza in the revote. I messed EVERYTHING up. Myself, Jerri, John, and Lindsey could have been the majority on the tribe. But I messed up it. I was the reason John was going to be leaving. I was sad, I was hurt, I was begging Gary to come to his senses and not do this. He refused to bend.
I change my vote from Erik to Eliza. I go to work. I come home and find out Jerri apparently convinced Gary to switch so I tell her I didn't vote Erik and she goes nuts on me lol. Then she wants me to switch if I can. I try. Not allowed.
THANK JEBUS! I would have been totally screwed if I had voted for Erik. Erik thanked me for not voting for him. Says he doesn't want to vote me out. Who knows...
It is me or Kenney this round if we lose. Unless we switch tribes again or by some miracle Bob Dawg and Colby join my tribe and myself, John, Bob Dawg, and Colby can force a tie against the evil that is the alliance of Gary, Erik, Ami, and Eliza.
I'm so sad at how things are turning out and I don't want either of us to leave this round
RIP Jerri. Better you than me.
Lindsey left...which was what I wanted in the first place...but she left while I was a vote against Eliza and a vote for Lindsey to stay. That really screwed me over.
It hurt my chances with Erik and Eliza and forced me to have to rely on Jerri, Gary, Ami. I was trying to avoid having to rely on them in the first place when I decided I wanted to target Lindsey. I mean...I like those three...but they're all horrible allies. Jerri is so stubborn and dramatic and stirs the pot to the extreme. Gary is a flip flopping backstabber who is only out to benefit himself, not his "allies". Ami has a big mouth and blabs plans to everyone and she can't speak English very well so she is hard to communicate with. Perfect! Just the people I want to play with. NOT.
So there I was last round now after the Lindsey round went so amuck, having to rely on Gary. Not a good sign going into the round. He hasn't voted with me a single time except for the Jessie round and that was probably because he had no choice but to go with what everyone else wanted to do.
So I go into the challenge hoping we can win it. No so luck. Everyone gives half-assed attempts except for Jerri and myself. No one cared to win it. Like seriously...
I was so upset.
And then I find out John is being voted out. My heart just sinks. I couldn't help but believe that it was all my fault. I had made John switch his vote to Lindsey and then I made him switch it to Eliza in the revote. I messed EVERYTHING up. Myself, Jerri, John, and Lindsey could have been the majority on the tribe. But I messed up it. I was the reason John was going to be leaving. I was sad, I was hurt, I was begging Gary to come to his senses and not do this. He refused to bend.
I change my vote from Erik to Eliza. I go to work. I come home and find out Jerri apparently convinced Gary to switch so I tell her I didn't vote Erik and she goes nuts on me lol. Then she wants me to switch if I can. I try. Not allowed.
THANK JEBUS! I would have been totally screwed if I had voted for Erik. Erik thanked me for not voting for him. Says he doesn't want to vote me out. Who knows...
It is me or Kenney this round if we lose. Unless we switch tribes again or by some miracle Bob Dawg and Colby join my tribe and myself, John, Bob Dawg, and Colby can force a tie against the evil that is the alliance of Gary, Erik, Ami, and Eliza.
I'm so sad at how things are turning out and I don't want either of us to leave this round
RIP Jerri. Better you than me.
