Post by Gary Hogeboom on Feb 8, 2012 0:52:00 GMT -5
Well if you have half an eyeball in your sockets and no pulse, you probably can still tell what kind of fucked up mess I'm in. Normally, you'd see me orgasm over the kind of power I'm weilding. I have everyone on my tribe, even some from the other tribe, flinging themselves at me trying to get me to go whichever way they feel is best. And I know NONE of them are looking out for my interests, solely their own.
That is what makes this decision so hard. No matter what I pick, I'm kinda fucking my own game. Either I permanently severe the ties I have with Jerri, Mike, and probably Yul and Fabio, or I vote Erik out and piss off Eliza and Ami again. The talks of my bros Chicken, Russ, and Ralph being good with Erik makes me a little wary of what would happen if there had to be a choice between him and me, but that would be for WAY down the line.
Basically, it was my idea to throw this latest challenge. Luckily, Jerri and Co. feel the throwing was played only by Erik and Eliza, cus they have been demonstrating their cockiness since the revote. Honestly, i think being cocky is classless, and I hate to see myself alligned with people like that. But on the other hand, I didn't throw the challenge and keep chicken/russ/ralph safe just to go ahead and vote out somebody who could probably help us in the future.
On the other hand, if I keep Erik in, next round there is a potential for Ami/Erik/Eliza to ditch me and vote anybody off if they lie about the vote to me. Maybe in the end all I am to those three is a pawn for their agenda, but I don't think it would behoove them to alienate me like that.
The worst part is while we threw the challenge to get rid of Jerri, it may be John K that will be booted. I've sworn my hatred to the Fuhrer ever since I became a part of her "team" (i.e. nazi resistance army), yet every time I can stab the bitch dead, someone gives her a second life. Idk what it is, but that skank has more lives than a siamese cat.
Perhaps I can use this opportunity to start a renegade alliance with Jerri and Mike, Mike feels he can pull John away and then thats a solid 4.
So many options flying through my head, at least I can pretty much guarantee my personal safety for the week....more to be told tomorrow
That is what makes this decision so hard. No matter what I pick, I'm kinda fucking my own game. Either I permanently severe the ties I have with Jerri, Mike, and probably Yul and Fabio, or I vote Erik out and piss off Eliza and Ami again. The talks of my bros Chicken, Russ, and Ralph being good with Erik makes me a little wary of what would happen if there had to be a choice between him and me, but that would be for WAY down the line.
Basically, it was my idea to throw this latest challenge. Luckily, Jerri and Co. feel the throwing was played only by Erik and Eliza, cus they have been demonstrating their cockiness since the revote. Honestly, i think being cocky is classless, and I hate to see myself alligned with people like that. But on the other hand, I didn't throw the challenge and keep chicken/russ/ralph safe just to go ahead and vote out somebody who could probably help us in the future.
On the other hand, if I keep Erik in, next round there is a potential for Ami/Erik/Eliza to ditch me and vote anybody off if they lie about the vote to me. Maybe in the end all I am to those three is a pawn for their agenda, but I don't think it would behoove them to alienate me like that.
The worst part is while we threw the challenge to get rid of Jerri, it may be John K that will be booted. I've sworn my hatred to the Fuhrer ever since I became a part of her "team" (i.e. nazi resistance army), yet every time I can stab the bitch dead, someone gives her a second life. Idk what it is, but that skank has more lives than a siamese cat.
Perhaps I can use this opportunity to start a renegade alliance with Jerri and Mike, Mike feels he can pull John away and then thats a solid 4.
So many options flying through my head, at least I can pretty much guarantee my personal safety for the week....more to be told tomorrow