Episode Six~

[Andrea Boehlke]

We just got back from Tribal Council where sadly Silas was voted off. I can't believe that Jerri followed in the footsteps of her best friend and self voted. It really just makes me annoyed even more that she somehow was able to get herself to stay. I'm sure she used every tactic that she knew to keep herself here despite not even voting herself.

I am more concerned about my place in the game with Silas gone because it officially puts me no where with my original tribe and it causes me to have concern that Jerri might be building better relationships then I have here. The thing I need to make sure happens is that the Jerri remains the next target. I don't want to leave this game and I know I'm a lot weaker now with Silas gone.

Not to mention I once again didn't vote with the majority. Yeah I'm playing really well right now. lol.

[Andrea Boehlke]

{Conversation with Taj}

AsianxChick90210 (5:18:30 PM): Hey
AsianxChick90210 (5:18:37 PM): I was hoping when I signed on today we would be furthe ahead on this lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:18:38 PM): I guess not
bette white (5:18:39 PM): hey
bette white (5:18:42 PM): haha same
AsianxChick90210 (5:18:51 PM): Its like the same people doing it
AsianxChick90210 (5:21:13 PM): And I feel like were going to lose and I'm clearly worried if that means I'm going to leave before Jerri
bette white (5:21:23 PM): jerri isn't next, i don't think.
AsianxChick90210 (5:21:29 PM): So its me?
bette white (5:21:33 PM): lol
bette white (5:21:34 PM): no
bette white (5:21:41 PM): (sorry, that probably came across poorly)
bette white (5:21:42 PM): i think it's jessie.
AsianxChick90210 (5:21:43 PM): LOL
bette white (5:21:53 PM): but word on the street is
bette white (5:21:56 PM): and keep thsi quiet
bette white (5:21:58 PM): jessie has an idol
AsianxChick90210 (5:22:01 PM): Hmm
AsianxChick90210 (5:22:07 PM): Wouldn't surprse me
bette white (5:22:11 PM): so if hse happens to play it
AsianxChick90210 (5:22:13 PM): I mean I know Jerri/Jessie are super close
bette white (5:22:21 PM): and some old burrunguy happens to be eliminated
bette white (5:22:23 PM): nothing i can do
bette white (5:22:31 PM): as for me, at final 9
bette white (5:22:33 PM): i have plans.
AsianxChick90210 (5:22:40 PM): Good!
bette white (5:22:45 PM): i want to blindside rich.
bette white (5:22:51 PM): SHHH
AsianxChick90210 (5:23:04 PM): *Lips sealed*
AsianxChick90210 (5:23:11 PM): I mean right now I'm just trying to survive lol
bette white (5:23:18 PM): well think about it this way
bette white (5:23:27 PM): let's say jessie's idol takes out eliza
bette white (5:23:30 PM): then we blindside rich
bette white (5:23:35 PM): that's two TCs from now
AsianxChick90210 (5:23:40 PM): So you trust Jerri?
AsianxChick90210 (5:23:45 PM): Cause honesstly I think she is kinda sketchy
AsianxChick90210 (5:23:47 PM): lol
bette white (5:23:55 PM): I trust her to an extent.
AsianxChick90210 (5:24:04 PM): I think she is one of those opportunist type
AsianxChick90210 (5:24:09 PM): She's loyal to you until she finds something better
bette white (5:24:15 PM): Probably so
bette white (5:24:24 PM): but still, you're after jerri and jessie, and even then you could still be safe
bette white (5:24:26 PM): so i think you're fine
bette white (5:24:40 PM): and even if it's your turn to go, i'm not wirting your name down
bette white (5:24:46 PM): i'll fightfor you to stay
AsianxChick90210 (5:24:55 PM): Thanks
bette white (5:25:09 PM): I say we just take it one round at a time. We could be swapped soon.
AsianxChick90210 (5:25:10 PM): I think I just need to just stay under the radar for now and let people make their moves
bette white (5:31:29 PM): yeah
bette white (5:31:30 PM): you'll be fine
AsianxChick90210 (5:32:06 PM): kk
bette white (5:32:30 PM): would you at all be up for blindsiding rich?
AsianxChick90210 (5:32:40 PM): Yeah I mean if that is what kept me around lol
bette white (5:32:47 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:32:49 PM): I don't have any alliance with him
AsianxChick90210 (5:32:52 PM): or any deal
bette white (5:32:55 PM): well i'm starting to reconsider because he is strong in challenges
bette white (5:32:59 PM): but id on't have any deal either.
AsianxChick90210 (5:33:08 PM): Lindsay does nothing in the challenges
AsianxChick90210 (5:33:12 PM): Jessie is not really around
AsianxChick90210 (5:33:17 PM): Jerri is a lot more talk then game
bette white (5:33:36 PM): i'm not really sure
bette white (5:33:37 PM): how lindsey does nothing
bette white (5:33:39 PM): says nothing
bette white (5:33:42 PM): is the only one from her tribe
bette white (5:33:47 PM): but is just somehow unnoticed.
AsianxChick90210 (5:35:22 PM): lol yeah

[Andrea Boehlke]

Our tribe lost Immunity. We lost bad! I felt like the tribe really didn't put in the effort to win this time around. We really have a lot of people who have become complacent with their position because of an alliance and therefore feel that they don't have to compete as hard as some others. It's frustrating because I know every loss this tribes faces is another chance for me to leave.

So once again I have to be in full campaign mode to keep myself here. I feel a little safer this time then I did the last time, but you never know. Things change here by the minute and I can't allow something to happen that ends up costing me a chance at winning this whole thing. So I need to remain focused and determined!

[Andrea Boehlke]

{Conversation with Jessie}

Jessie Camacho (11:48:54 PM): Hey
AsianxChick90210 (11:50:25 PM): Hey!
Jessie Camacho (11:50:44 PM): What's up
AsianxChick90210 (11:50:54 PM): Well just saw we lost
AsianxChick90210 (11:50:58 PM): So I guess that's whats up lol
AsianxChick90210 (11:51:00 PM): How about you?
Jessie Camacho (11:51:18 PM): Same :\ if sucks
AsianxChick90210 (11:51:58 PM): I know
AsianxChick90210 (11:52:13 PM): We just didn't seem to come together very well for the challenge
Jessie Camacho (11:52:29 PM): Yeah we didn't. How are we gonna vote this one?
AsianxChick90210 (11:52:38 PM): I dunno lol
AsianxChick90210 (11:52:49 PM): I don't think I'm in any position to make that decision
AsianxChick90210 (11:52:54 PM): It could be me I guess
Jessie Camacho (11:52:57 PM): Who is, lol
AsianxChick90210 (11:53:18 PM): I dunno
Jessie Camacho (11:53:40 PM): I'm saying what makes us not in the position and makes them in it
AsianxChick90210 (11:53:51 PM): Well I don't know about you
AsianxChick90210 (11:53:55 PM): I just know that since the Eliza vote
AsianxChick90210 (11:54:04 PM): It seems like Jerri and Myself have kinda been a target
Jessie Camacho (11:54:26 PM): Why don't we try to overthrow that...?
AsianxChick90210 (11:55:31 PM): I mean I have no idea how thats possible
AsianxChick90210 (11:55:35 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (11:55:39 PM): I just don't see the numbers there
Jessie Camacho (11:56:11 PM): Me either. But if anything do it before its impossible. No reason to delay the inevitable
AsianxChick90210 (11:56:28 PM): Right
Jessie Camacho (11:59:12 PM): Well...yeah.
AsianxChick90210 (11:59:29 PM): I mean Jessie I have no idea what you want me to say? lol
AsianxChick90210 (11:59:35 PM): I have no idea how thats even possible
AsianxChick90210 (11:59:55 PM): So unless you know something I don't
AsianxChick90210 (12:00:04 AM): Then I dont see how that can happen
Jessie Camacho (12:00:32 AM): Doesn't mean you shouldn't try for it
AsianxChick90210 (12:00:42 AM): I'm trying to stay
AsianxChick90210 (12:00:47 AM): Thats what I'm trying to do
Jessie Camacho (12:01:05 AM): Well...good

[Andrea Boehlke]

{Conversation with Dave}

AsianxChick90210 (12:01:05 AM): Hey
Dave Cthulhu (12:01:19 AM): Hey, how are you?
AsianxChick90210 (12:01:28 AM): I'm doing okay. How are you doing?
Dave Cthulhu (12:02:19 AM): I'm fine. trying to adjust to a real sleep schedual. Not easy,
AsianxChick90210 (12:02:50 AM): lol not at all
AsianxChick90210 (12:03:20 AM): I always tell myself that I'm going to go to bed at a certain time and it never happens
AsianxChick90210 (12:03:31 AM): I'll even be super tired and still end up staying up another 2-3 hours lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:03:38 AM): I don't understand why I do that to myself lol
Dave Cthulhu (12:04:34 AM): lol yeah. Usually something just distracts me or I get into something on Netflix and watch it for hours.
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:18 AM): Exactly!
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:22 AM): I cancelled Netflix though lol
Dave Cthulhu (12:05:40 AM): i dunno if I could live without it.
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:49 AM): I realized I could
AsianxChick90210 (12:05:50 AM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (12:06:59 AM): So I'm sure you saw we lost
Dave Cthulhu (12:08:25 AM): yeah I just checked now
AsianxChick90210 (12:08:34 AM): Badly too
AsianxChick90210 (12:08:36 AM): No fun
Dave Cthulhu (12:08:49 AM): definitely not.
AsianxChick90210 (12:09:12 AM): I clearly am hoping that I'll be able to stay this time
AsianxChick90210 (12:09:41 AM): I know last time that people were wanting to keep me around, but I dunno where I stand now in the big scheme of things
Dave Cthulhu (12:10:44 AM): Yeah I dunno. I can definitely see you staying over other people though. I don't think you're on the chopping block, but i dunno really.
AsianxChick90210 (12:11:00 AM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (12:11:05 AM): I mean I dunno who the vote is going to be for
AsianxChick90210 (12:13:07 AM): I know we havent really gone in depth about the game, but I kinda wanted to talk to you about something if you would be willing to hear it
AsianxChick90210 (12:13:15 AM): I trust you enough that it would stay between us
Dave Cthulhu (12:13:25 AM): Sure thing
AsianxChick90210 (12:13:32 AM): I think Jessie might be trying to start something
AsianxChick90210 (12:13:56 AM): Cause she just talked to me tonight before she signed off and she was kinda putting things in my head
AsianxChick90210 (12:14:21 AM): In terms of trying to gain a majority to overthrow what I guess she believes to be a majority
Dave Cthulhu (12:14:47 AM): The majority of old Buruungy?
AsianxChick90210 (12:14:58 AM): I would assume she meant that, but she never stated that
AsianxChick90210 (12:15:05 AM): So I don't want to put words in her mouth
AsianxChick90210 (12:15:42 AM): Cause she said "we" as in her and I should do something now before its too late
AsianxChick90210 (12:16:10 AM): I'm sure she has Jerri on her side because I know they're close. They make it obvious to me when they talk to me that they're together.
Dave Cthulhu (12:17:13 AM): I haven't spoken to either of them very much at all.
Dave Cthulhu (12:18:06 AM): I can also say that there are some non-old Burrunguy members who I personally feel more loyalty to than former burrungy
AsianxChick90210 (12:18:17 AM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (12:18:25 AM): I believe that
Dave Cthulhu (12:18:40 AM): but as to whether or not I'd make that kind of move now, probably not.
AsianxChick90210 (12:18:46 AM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (12:18:56 AM): And clearly my thoughts have always been
AsianxChick90210 (12:19:12 AM): If I can get a little futher then I won't have to worry about that
AsianxChick90210 (12:19:23 AM): Like I'm not worried you guys would all stick together and vote me out
AsianxChick90210 (12:19:39 AM): That could be foolish, but I just feel like you guys aren't as close as maybe other people wanted me to think
AsianxChick90210 (12:19:52 AM): Really though I just want the people who contribute and are social to be here
AsianxChick90210 (12:20:04 AM): I think some people are getting a free ride, but I clearly am in no position to make targets out of anyone
AsianxChick90210 (12:20:14 AM): So I have to just go with the majority right now and hope its not me
Dave Cthulhu (12:22:37 AM): I think the decicison that needs to be made is if we want to vote out Lindsey, who is MIA or if we need to vote someone off who is trying to really stir things up.
AsianxChick90210 (12:22:49 AM): Exactly
AsianxChick90210 (12:22:56 AM): Thats how I feel
Dave Cthulhu (12:23:09 AM): And I really don't know where I'm leaning.
AsianxChick90210 (12:23:17 AM): And I think that Jessie was heading into that
AsianxChick90210 (12:23:23 AM): Having Jerri and Lindsay
AsianxChick90210 (12:23:27 AM): Seeing if she could get me
AsianxChick90210 (12:23:43 AM): I cant imagine who she would have as a 5th or think she could get as a 5th though
Dave Cthulhu (12:24:30 AM): Hatch, maybe. But I don't think he would.
Dave Cthulhu (12:24:48 AM): Bubba too I'm sure wouldn't flip
AsianxChick90210 (12:25:43 AM): Right
Dave Cthulhu (12:26:17 AM): And I honestly can't be sure about Eliza or Taj, but I don't think anyone would flip.
AsianxChick90210 (12:26:28 AM): I mean I don't see why Eliza would
AsianxChick90210 (12:26:43 AM): Jerri and Silas were actively campaigning to get her out
Dave Cthulhu (12:29:19 AM): Yeah, definitely.

[Andrea Boehlke]

*Lost conversation with Jerri*

Everyone had decided that Jerri should be the next one voted off. I felt like this was the right decision because she does bring negative energy and she isn't helping us win any of these challenges.

When Jerri found out that her name was coming up tonight though she made this huge scene at camp. I was kinda just stepping back and not saying anything because I knew that this was the kind of thing I needed to happen in order to make sure that it was her leaving and not myself. She pretty much sealed her fate with the blow up she had with almost all the original Burrunguy members or so I thought!

Jerri approached me and informed me that she had an idol that she was going to play tonight at Tribal Council and I should write down Bubba's name. Now the last time Jerri told me to write down someones name it ended up costing me big time. I have been in the minority since the Eliza vote and a big part of that had to do with Jerri. So I'm extremely skeptical with trusting her again. However, I see no reason why Jerri getting my vote on her side is going to change her fate. If she does have an idol then she is safe and if she doesn't have an idol..3 votes isn't going to save her. So for me I am going to stick with what I planned on doing all along and if things end up going a different way then I'm completely fine with that. Actually I'm hoping they do! lol.