I am having a really, really awful day. I generally bottle up or find some kind of distraction when im sad and stressed out, but this stupid fucking hotel net is too slow to watch Psych on hulu which is what makes me happy when im sad and I can't do any of my other unsaddening things and I cannot write a proper confessional tonight due to the fact that it will be unjustly sad and shit.
And you don't want to read that. And I really don't want to read this weeks later and read mopey sad shit about life crisises, I want to read an epic tale of gameplay and the evolution of strategies and how my game and shit unfolds.
So to avoid making this my mopey sad diary, I will allow myself one moment of saddery and then just answer Natalie's questions in depth.
[Mope]but seriously I really really really hate today and this whole year and if what I want to get done doesn't work out I don't know what im gonna do and, and.... just....
ughh [/mope]
Who do you know on your tribe
Well, I know Bob Dawg, Fabio and I know OF Sugar and Yul.
Bob Dawg acts like a straight up ego badass in his confessionals but while I like Dylan he tends to be pretty straight up boring on AIM. This one is not an exception. Fabio is.... weird. Don't really understand what drugs he's taking this particular game but something stronger than ritalin is required to calm his ass down.
I have talked to Yul a little bit. All very casual. All very boring. I dunno, his social game isn't too great... he really doesn't ooze charisma in the slightest and comes off as sort od the quiet hulking tough guy in the corner who wont say much but will break a bitch should they dare and cross him. I've heard stories about him and also that he has some major mental disorders and is like 30 and owns a bar or something. I don't know. I hear his strategic prowess is only eclipsed by his mounting paaranoia and psychosis.
So far I like him!
And finally I had a really long chat with Sugar. I really like her. I watchedd her play in Amanda's Turkey, and she's a great player, very rootable, fairly loyal, aand someone I can see myself working with. I spilled my alias to her since it was late and I was running out of convenient lies to tell. Her reaction was a little troubling. I much prefer my invisible mute rep in this series to my OMFG F2 OF ALL STARS BRETT AND LEX BIGGEST SNAKES SUPER STARZZZZZ rep from Amanda's. I like taking each game on its own, but that's really not always possible, and now I am realizing the bigger the cast, the harder that is.
But I really like Sugar so I hope she doesn't become stupid.
Who do you know in the game?
Lots of people! I have decent relationships with over half the cast, Bubba being the biggest not on my tribe, but ATM I can't think of who all I know and who I don't.
Do those people know it's you? Will you tell them?
Some, yes. Others, no. Bubba knows and his mouth is rather large, so Hatch, Fabio, James and whoever vernon is all know off the bat. Probably Kenny too. I also xspilled to Sugar because I like her too much to keep up the arbitrary alias lies. Could be my downfall, but I am totally willing to take her deep into this game so if she fucks me then she is really fucking herself out of a potential loyal ally with a lot of connections. If she wants to kill me, she should do it later.
I also know bella and taj and some others but whatever. We shall see!
Will you align with the people you know?
Eh... I dunno. Bubba and I are sharing information, because it would be silly not to tbh. We don't have anything totally 100% official yet (I don't count OMG BRYAN BRIAN CURTIS ROSE F4 over Skye to be incredibly official. ) but I could see us forming something later. I really didn't want to play this game with him, but I wasn't gonna be like HEY CURT PLEASE DON'T PLAY THE AWESOME MASSIVE GAME YOU'VE WANTED TO SEE FOR OVER A YEAR BECAUSE IM BORED OF YOU.
I wont take him out unless I need to, but he has more and stronger connections than I do and im not sure yet how fun making the end with him would be if all we have to do is coast on a few EN idiots we rounded up to play.
I don't want to align with Bella. I like her out of games, but in them... eh. Plus the main reason i'm keeping up my little network of friends is I know she has a strong network of friends here too, and many of them don't like me!
Will you target anyone immediately?
If I find out Kim I'll probably kill her. Watching her gameplay in Sausage didn't really lead to me wanting to work with hr for some odd reason.
Who is most annoying in the game so far?
Fabio is acting like some kind of lunatic. I think its pretty funny but i decided to be a bitch back at him in the chat and now Bob Dawg who is deeply in love with Judson wants to protect his love by targeting me. So silly!
I would target Natalie or Ami though first. I dunno who those bitches are, but Natalie has pink font and Ami is one of those obnoxious obvious kiss kiss
OMG BITCHGODDESS, ;O NIKI MINAJ GIF BITCHES bitches and she's asked everyone for an alliance so far.
So while Bob Dawg targets me if we lose, I will try to swing the target to barely there Natalie, or more likely toss scheming bitch Ami under the bus in whatever way possible.
I will not leave first. I have connections to find out, and I will make damn sure it isn't me going.
Anyone already offer an alliance?
Fabio and I have a hatemance, and I sort of quick offered something to Sugar about how id love to work with her, but personally I would not take that as official were it offered to me. I do mean it though. I like her.
OMG BITCHGODDESS, ;O NIKI MINAJ GIF BITCHES bitches and she's asked everyone for an alliance so far.