Post by fabio on Feb 12, 2012 2:15:03 GMT -5
Fabio Birza 10:07 pm
Cute.
Not gonna talk?
JT Thomas 10:07 pm
chill im typing now
you have no idea how bad i feel
Fabio Birza 10:07 pm
Yeah, I don't give a fuck
I passed you all my items
I don't think anyone has ever screwed me over so hard.
JT Thomas 10:08 pm
listen
Fabio Birza 10:08 pm
I don't want to.
I was loyal.
You're the biggest fuck here. I should have listened to everyone.
BLOCKED!!!
From another account:
biotchxlovaa 10:13 pm
Listen to me for one god damn second
Fabio Birza 10:13 pm
No.
You're ridiculous.
biotchxlovaa 10:14 pm
Np I'm not
Fabio Birza 10:14 pm
I would never do that to you!
biotchxlovaa 10:14 pm
Listen to me!
Fabio Birza 10:14 pm
Why?
What good does it do when I'm out of the game anyways?
biotchxlovaa 10:15 pm
Cause I'm worried about our friendship!
I've been paranoid all night cause of that
Not cause of the game
I don't give a fuck if you come back and seek revenge
Fabio Birza 10:15 pm
Our friendship goes about as far as you treat me...which is obviously shit.
biotchxlovaa 10:15 pm
I don't want you hating me over something that I struggled to do so much
Fabio Birza 10:15 pm
So good on ya.
THEN DON'T FUCKING DO IT WHEN I HAD YOU!
You're a fucking douche.
biotchxlovaa 10:16 pm
I had my vote for Klein in!
Fabio Birza 10:16 pm
It was ALL you.
biotchxlovaa 10:16 pm
You had to say something to yul
Fabio Birza 10:16 pm
It is all you!
You used your idol which is the only thing that could have saved him.
What did I say to Yul?
biotchxlovaa 10:16 pm
And piss him off. My allies would have hated me if I didn't!
Fabio Birza 10:17 pm
Oh so I wasn't an ally.
Thanks for revealing that now.
biotchxlovaa 10:17 pm
Idk what you said, but you pissed him off
Fabio Birza 10:17 pm
I thought friendship would go farther than that.
biotchxlovaa 10:17 pm
You were! I had other ones you know
Fabio Birza 10:18 pm
Obviously stronger.
biotchxlovaa 10:18 pm
I would have had no allies besides you had I taken out Klein
I would never hate anyone over a game
You shouldn't let it get in the way of a friendship
And if you do
You probably never considered me that strong of a friend
Fabio Birza 10:19 pm
I see how you treated it.,
And it's easy for you to say
How pissed would you be if I did that to you?
biotchxlovaa 10:19 pm
No you don't see how I treated it
biotchxlovaa 10:20 pm
Cause I struggled so much to play my idol on Klein. Yul was begging me like 10 mins before the deadline until I gave I
*in
I would be mad
But wouldn't not be your friend
Fabio Birza 10:20 pm
Different people.
And just so you're aware, I'm quitting.
Because Dylan fought hard to get here and I'm not gonna fight him for it.
So have your parteeeyyy with Klein
biotchxlovaa 10:21 pm
I wouldn't be having this conversation if I wasn't worried about our friendship
Ask anyone that I've talked to
They'll all tell you
Fabio Birza 10:21 pm
I don't care what the fuck they say.
biotchxlovaa 10:21 pm
How worried I was that you'd hate me
Fabio Birza 10:21 pm
This really hurts worse than any other....seriously.
I do hate you. Dammit get it in your head.
You made this move for your "friend" ally whatever
Fabio Birza 10:22 pm
And you made it on me...someone who was loyal to you.
You still would have had that damn idol
my necklace
my koi advantage
It was fine...who cares about Yul?
biotchxlovaa 10:22 pm
Fine you know what, hate me. If you hate me over a stupid fucking online game that means nothi g
Fabio Birza 10:22 pm
You would have had me, Vernon, Dave, and people that came with us.
biotchxlovaa 10:23 pm
Than go ahead
Fabio Birza 10:23 pm
K
biotchxlovaa 10:23 pm
Idk why I'm trying to reason with you
Act like a fucking 12 year old
Fabio Birza 10:23 pm
You would be pissed.
Just let me cool.
I'm sure I'll like you eventually.
biotchxlovaa 10:24 pm
I wouldn't hate you for it!
Fabio Birza 10:24 pm
Probably.
I would sure hope you would.
biotchxlovaa 10:24 pm
No I wouldn't
Fabio Birza 10:24 pm
Because it would be a huge fucking backstab
Biggest one I've ever done.
biotchxlovaa 10:24 pm
I've never hated anyone over a game
Ever
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
There are more ways to go about this situation.
I gave you a shot...you screwed me.
All there is to it.
biotchxlovaa 10:25 pm
Rose and Curtis made me look like an ass in AS when I apologized to rose about blindsifing her when I was the one going
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
You fed me a line of bullshit all game.
biotchxlovaa 10:25 pm
So no
No I didn't!
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
Obviously you did.
biotchxlovaa 10:25 pm
I had my vote in for Klein
Until 10 mins before the deadline
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
There's no reason I shouldn't believe you've been buttering me up waiting to blindside me.
biotchxlovaa 10:26 pm
I haven't been!
Fabio Birza 10:26 pm
If you'd give me up for fucking Klein and Yul.
biotchxlovaa 10:26 pm
I had to do what was best for my game
biotchxlovaa 10:26 pm
You'd be my only ally left
Now I still have some
I would have told you
But you weren't around
Fabio Birza 10:30 pm
No I wouldn't...
But it's fine.
biotchxlovaa 10:31 pm
Please don't hate me
Fabio Birza 10:31 pm
You have Klein and Yul now.
Hopefully they hold you strong.
biotchxlovaa 10:31 pm
And John
And Mikey
All of whom would have hated me if I took out lex
biotchxlovaa 10:32 pm
And I would have been screwed
Fabio Birza 10:32 pm
Well, what you do for a game I suppose.
biotchxlovaa 10:33 pm
It's just a game it means nothing personal for ms
Me*
Fabio Birza 10:33 pm
For you.
biotchxlovaa 10:34 pm
I mean
biotchxlovaa 10:34 pm
I don't expect you to ever trust me again
But I don't want you to hate me
Fabio Birza 10:37 pm
Don't expect me to ever trust you again.
Because I obviously put all my trust in you.
And you blew it up.
Pending on the latter.
biotchxlovaa 10:38 pm
I don't expect you to
Fabio Birza 10:38 pm
K, good.
You should realize I've always taken these games personal...
Did you NOT watch what happened in SI?
How I treated Bella...should have been aware
It's not like I'm putting on some act just to be a dick.
biotchxlovaa 10:39 pm
So that should stop me from making the smartest move that I feel?
Fabio Birza 10:39 pm
Just when you still don't have any allies even with me gone, think of it as a goodbye present.
I'm sure I have more than enough shit to spread.
biotchxlovaa 10:40 pm
You're not allowed if you're out of the Gand
Game*
Fabio Birza 10:40 pm
I'm not out.
I'm at DMI.
=)
Still in baby!
biotchxlovaa 10:40 pm
You just said you're quitting
And DMI still isn't allowed
Fabio Birza 10:40 pm
Well...I can hold on that until I want to!
biotchxlovaa 10:40 pm
Kiwi said so
Fabio Birza 10:40 pm
Well...then they get to remove me! =)
biotchxlovaa 10:41 pm
If that's how you want to pay me back
Then be my guest
Fabio Birza 10:41 pm
It seems fair.
biotchxlovaa 10:41 pm
Not that I won't be a target regardless
Fabio Birza 10:41 pm
At least you would have had someone you 100% wouldn't have had to worry about.
It will be really nice once you read my confessional and see just how much trust I put in you and how excited I was we were trying to work to the end together.
But I assume you have had that same deal with Mikey, Yul, Lex, JK
list goes on
biotchxlovaa 10:43 pm
You'll be able to see my confessional afterwards to
And see how shitty/awful I feel
Fabio Birza 10:43 pm
Can't wait!@
biotchxlovaa 10:44 pm
I just got confirmation from another person
That you were talking shit on me
That's like 4 people now
Fabio Birza 10:44 pm
Just now?
biotchxlovaa 10:44 pm
Yes
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
Like Yul?
biotchxlovaa 10:45 pm
No
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
All I was telling him is I was mad.
biotchxlovaa 10:45 pm
Not yul
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
Ok.
I told you I would....I don't know why you're surprised.
I actually said "Fuck Russ" to Chicken
so that's not what you're referring to
2 things:
biotchxlovaa 10:45 pm
Giving away alliances isn't something you should be doing though
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
1. You blew me for an instinct Yul had
I didn't say anything to him...he said he was getting "false vibes" and because we haven't talked in a while.
Fabio Birza 10:46 pm
I'm not giving away any alliances, first of all.
And they're noticable anyways.
biotchxlovaa 10:46 pm
If you would unblock me on JT I could show you
Fabio Birza 10:47 pm
2. If you said just by letting me stay and Lex go you would lose Yul Mikey B and JK as allies...why is that any different than me basically disowning you for what you did?
If they would do that just by letting go of Lex, how are they your true allies?
I would stick by you no matter who you kept around or let go.
I'd trust you.
biotchxlovaa 10:48 pm
If you would unblock me on JT I'd show you
Since I'm on my phone on this one
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JT Thomas (jtjet45) is available 10:48 pm
Fabio Birza 10:48 pm
Then show me
JT Thomas 10:48 pm
Steve "Chicken" Morris 12:43 am
well
since fabio is gone
he was in my ear telling me you lex yul had a thing with jerri and a bunch of people on the other side
and I was like..."OH...im fucked"
Fabio Birza 10:49 pm
Ok, that was from before I was even voted out.
JT Thomas 10:49 pm
thats what i mean
why would you say that?
Fabio Birza 10:49 pm
First of all I never said that.
I will copy and paste every convo I had with Chicken
Do you realize the position he's in?
He just lost someone he thought he could trust
JT Thomas 10:50 pm
it doesnt benefit him at all to tell me that
Fabio Birza 10:51 pm
Then I'm not sure why. But he needs an in with you.
Because now he knows he's outnumnbered.
JT Thomas 10:51 pm
there's been other people and other moments where people have said you have mentioned me
like ami saying you blamed me for whatever happened the round lindsey left
Fabio Birza 10:52 pm
Yes, and I talked you through it the whole time....and explained, then told the truth.
You said you didn't care.
If you did I would have wanted you to say something
JT Thomas 10:52 pm
i'm just saying
its an example
you got mad at ami for the same thing
bringing your name up
Fabio Birza 10:53 pm
Right.
JT Thomas 10:53 pm
ive been told multiple times that my name has been brought up by you
Fabio Birza 10:53 pm
I at least came to you and told you about it.
I came clean
Because I didn't want to lose you as an "ally"
Yes, we've been through this.
Unless if this is you trying to blame you idoling me on me so I feel like crap about all the things I've done to you.
JT Thomas 10:53 pm
no
i'm not doing that
i'm just letting you know that i've heard things. you voting out one of my best friends also was not something i was happy about, which i told you
Fabio Birza 10:55 pm
I just ctrl f'd all of mine and Chicken's convos and you were mentioned 4 times...I can screen print that proof if you want.
Here's all the times you were brought up
tlallstar6 (2:49:35 PM): have you heard how well other people did?
tlallstar6 (2:49:39 PM): I think we did awesome
Fabio Birza (2:49:45 PM): um, well JT said they got to 142
Fabio Birza (2:49:50 PM): so we blew past them haha
tlallstar6 (2:54:53 PM): what's the split? everyone else is together?
Fabio Birza (2:56:33 PM): yeah, basically you 3
Fabio Birza (2:56:42 PM): JT, Yul and Lex
Fabio Birza (2:56:48 PM): then me and Dave seem to be sitting in the middle
Fabio Birza (2:56:58 PM): basically all 3 tribes are represented
That one is obvious, they knew they were on the outs
Get mad at me about it, whatever.
Fabio Birza 10:58 pm
Fabio Birza (10:39:34 PM): how'd that happen?
tlallstar6 (10:39:46 PM): how'd what happen
tlallstar6 (10:39:53 PM): the nom?
Fabio Birza (10:39:55 PM): Russ nominating me
tlallstar6 (10:40:06 PM): jt played a necklace
Fabio Birza (10:40:14 PM): right...why wasn't Yul nominated?
tlallstar6 (10:40:23 PM): im not positive
tlallstar6 (10:40:30 PM): but you are 100% safe
and finally.....
Fabio Birza (10:51:21 PM): Why would you even say that?
Fabio Birza (10:51:25 PM): What does that benefit you?!
tlallstar6 (10:51:48 PM): I was telling them my reasons for my vote
Fabio Birza (10:53:01 PM): But I never told you JT had a thing with Jerri...because they didn't. So that's not even true.
tlallstar6 (10:53:12 PM): I'm pretty sure you did
tlallstar6 (10:53:20 PM): I'll check and correct it then if I was wrong
4 times you were mentioned...none were directly or maliciously coming at you.
And voting out Bella hardly had anything to do with you as much as it was better for my game.
If that's your justification for getting rid of me, that's a friendship thing, not a game thing.
JT Thomas 10:59 pm
that's not my justification for getting rid of you
but i'm making a point
that i didn't hate you for voting out my best friend in the game, which you knew was the case
Fabio Birza 11:00 pm
It's not even close to the same.
Obviously I made the right choice in that if it got you somewhat closer to me.
If Bella was here you and I wouldn't have "worked" together.
You voted ME out.
Idol'd me out actually.
Huge difference.
And you said you did it to benefit YOU.
Getting rid of Sophie did more for than just me.
JT Thomas 11:01 pm
okay so why would you hate me for making a move that i feel benefits me?
if you were around
i would have told you, because i have a soul and care about people's feelings greatly
Fabio Birza 11:02 pm
Guess we'll never know.
JT Thomas 11:02 pm
you're right
i know you take games personal
Fabio Birza 11:03 pm
K, then you should have seen this coming.
I swear if you act like Bella did...e
JT Thomas 11:03 pm
but you also know that i do my best to make sure it doesnt ruin a friendship
i've always done
that
always will
Fabio Birza 11:04 pm
Yes, but people won't always receive it.
You put game over friendship
I don't
Differences of opinions I guess.
JT Thomas 11:04 pm
most people will recieve it
cause they know its just a game
Fabio Birza 11:04 pm
It goes deeper.
Just like the real life survivor
Shows true character
Priorities
How much someone ACTUALLY cares
It's why I don't put friendships under the game...because the friendships that matter aren't worth the game.
Because it IS just a game...
Michael's (not JT's) priorities:
Game
---------------
Bryce
Says it all.
JT Thomas 11:06 pm
not true
Fabio Birza 11:06 pm
Not what you've shown
And you won't ever get the chance to show it otherwise
JT Thomas 11:07 pm
what the hell do you think i'm showing you now/
that i DO care
Fabio Birza 11:07 pm
Why you voted for me?
JT Thomas 11:07 pm
no
Fabio Birza 11:07 pm
All the chats
Skype
lies
all bullshit that made me trust you so much more
got me in your back pocket for your disposal
You had to do ONE thing...
"Bryce, you need to play your necklace"
Then you wouldn't have had the dilemma...
Leos would have gone home, nothing wrong.
JT Thomas 11:08 pm
i didnt know of anything until 10 minutes before the deadline!
you werent around
JT Thomas 11:08 pm
you couldnt play your necklace even if you were
had i known
i would have told you!
Fabio Birza 11:09 pm
The instinct that you didn't want to and feel so bad...MAYBE should have told you you shouldn't have done it.
JT Thomas 11:09 pm
i thought you were mature enough to realize its just a game
Fabio Birza 11:10 pm
I thought you were mature enough to understand there's more to it.
Like I stated above.
You can blame it's a game.
That's half of it.
JT Thomas 11:11 pm
i know there is more to it, which is why i'm having this conversation with you
Fabio Birza 11:12 pm
You should be enough of a "friend" to understand I'm not going to let go of it easy...
I'm just explaining my side. This is just wrong in my eyes.
JT Thomas 11:12 pm
like you said
difference of opinion
Fabio Birza 11:12 pm
And others are definitely mad you did that to me...so it's not like I'm insane...people who it doesn't even directly involve think it was a huge backstab
It's not like I'm ridiculous for being like this.
Fabio Birza 11:13 pm
Or "Immature"
JT Thomas 11:13 pm
your making it personal
Fabio Birza 11:13 pm
IT IS PERSONAL!
JT Thomas 11:13 pm
others may be mad for game purposes
Fabio Birza 11:14 pm
They aren't ebven in the game...they're friends who know what you've been telling me and how we've been together and they just saw me voted out.
because you idol'd me.
JT Thomas 11:14 pm
why? because you told them how awful i am?
Fabio Birza 11:14 pm
No.
Their own opinion.
Based on what they've seen.
JT Thomas 11:15 pm
and there are many people who agree with me as well
JT Thomas 11:15 pm
so take it for what its worth
matter of opinion
Fabio Birza 11:15 pm
Yeah, your allies agree.
This isn't even about the game... It's still me behind Fabio
I gave you my word and trusted you as a friend and an ally
I gave you my word as Bryce and Fabio
Both merge together within the game.
I don't get what people say about separating the 2.
Because you hardly can
JT Thomas 11:17 pm
and it's still me behind JT. i was sincere in saying that both Michael and JT were very very very very very x10000000000 upset about it happening like this. and both Michael and JT planned on telling both Bryce and Fabio that this was happening
but you werent around
i'm a very sincere person. i've gone out of my way to make sure that there are never any hard feelings out that it gets patched up if there are
when i make a move like this, i look at it in the sense of the game
Fabio Birza 11:18 pm
You can't just apologize and think everything will be ok
JT Thomas 11:19 pm
i understand that
Fabio Birza 11:19 pm
When we play together again, if, what is it that will make me not trust you?
Fabio Birza 11:19 pm
It's the personal aspect...that I'll remember what you did to me last time when I thought we were each other's #1.
You can't trust anyone more than that
Yet you STILL did it to me.
So there's no possible way I could ever trust you.
It's not like we were against each other and then I got voted out
but we're still friends
JT Thomas 11:20 pm
i like our skype chats, us making fun of rose cause she cant flirt, playing mini's hosted by vernon
none of that is fake
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
It is to me now.
JT Thomas 11:21 pm
i'm very genuine when i talk to someone. i mean mostly everything i say that doesnt involve the game
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
I feel it was just to get me to trust you.
JT Thomas 11:21 pm
it wasn't bryce!
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
Because honestly...I might not have as much otherwise.
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
That was what got me thinking "I think he really does want us to get to the end"
And from there is when I trusted you 100%
JT Thomas 11:22 pm
i did want us in the F3, me you and rose like we said. its in my confessional
i didn't anticipate me being put in this position
Fabio Birza 11:22 pm
How can you say that.
That's just mocking
JT Thomas 11:23 pm
no its not
Fabio Birza 11:23 pm
So Rose leaves and now I'm out of your plans?
JT Thomas 11:23 pm
no
Fabio Birza 11:23 pm
Then what is it?
What the hell was it that you just decided, you know what I can do without him and don't want to be in f3 with him?
Fabio Birza 11:23 pm
Because you had 10 minutes...anything could have happened that you just walked away
And let me stay
JT Thomas 11:25 pm
i rushed my decision because i knew the deadline was close, being peer pressured into it. i give into that alot. rose leaving did not mean that i still did not want to go to the end with you. i did my best to make sure all of my other allies liked you so that we had a solid pathway to the end together
Fabio Birza 11:25 pm
You got scared.
Just admit it.
Yul threatened you.
And you would rather be with him than against him
So you sacrificed me
JT Thomas 11:25 pm
he didn't threaten me
Fabio Birza 11:25 pm
Then why were you so scared that he would not be your "ally" if you let me stay?
He must not have said that so you just assumed.
Which shows the trust in that alliance.
JT Thomas 11:26 pm
because he was already made at me for voting out hatch instead of lindsey
*mad
and mikey and JK both wanted lex to stick around
how would that have looked to them if i just voted him out?
Bootlist
« Thread Started Yesterday at 5:03pm »
KOI:
1. Lex
2. Dave
3. Fabio
« Reply #1 Yesterday at 10:20pm »
KOI:
1. Fabio
2. Dave
3. Lex
see
Fabio Birza 11:28 pm
Then vote for me just don't idol me!!
And if he was mad at you, then he wouldn't be with you anyways.
Like I said...I was with you 100%
guarantee none of those people in the game would seriously say the same.
JT Thomas 11:30 pm
there would be no point to vote for you if lex was going
since they knew i had the idol
Fabio Birza 11:30 pm
to at least show you were loyal?
Then why would you waste an idol
You said you didn't want to waste it...you did.
Just to show you were with a side.
Klein said he didn't even expect you to use the idol on him.
Fabio Birza 11:30 pm
He was told like 10 minutes before deadline to vote for me.
JT Thomas 11:31 pm
yes, i've said that like 5 times not
*now
it was 10 mins before the deadline
Fabio Birza 11:31 pm
I know.
But if you didn't use it, he would have understood.
It wouldn't have mattered to him either way
You were worried about one person
Yul
JT Thomas 11:31 pm
i got an IM from him saying he needed my help
Fabio Birza 11:31 pm
Of course he did.
Too bad I wasn't here to say 1 thing about how you're making a mistake
You wouldn't have done it.
JT Thomas 11:32 pm
i probably wouldn't have, like i said, i was rushed with the deadline approaching
Fabio Birza 11:32 pm
I could have just tried to help Klein and just voted Dave, but I'm loyal.
So don't make such a game changing decision when it's to one of your...
well I don't know what to call me
JT Thomas 11:33 pm
i'd call you my friend
Fabio Birza 11:33 pm
Ok
I guess I wasn't a good friend or maybe more thought would have been put into it
JT Thomas 11:34 pm
bryce, you said it yourself. its a difference of opinion
you feel that friendship should be taken into account in these games, i feel that friends should understand its just a game
Fabio Birza 11:35 pm
Yeah. You have the opinion of tha backstabber, I have the position of the backstabee.
JT Thomas 11:35 pm
i have the same opinion every game
JT Thomas 11:35 pm
no matter if i'm the backstabber or backstabbe
Fabio Birza 11:35 pm
That's you.
JT Thomas 11:35 pm
ive been both many times
Fabio Birza 11:35 pm
I've been one...every time.
Due to what?
Loyalty.
And it's getting old.
I would say I should just backstab anyone and everyone but then that would not be me. It would be so far from me it's ridiculous. I can't help it.
JT Thomas 11:36 pm
lmao you're the one that said we should backstab people for the hell of it when we merge
Fabio Birza 11:36 pm
PEOPLE!
Not friends.
Or people I had a long term deal with.
Because I stick to that word.
JT Thomas 11:37 pm
LONG TERM deal
i stick to them too
which is why i saved klein
Fabio Birza 11:38 pm
Oh?
So you'll admit you had more than just one f3 floating.
Good!
NOW we're getting somewhere.
Lying straight to friend's faces.
JT Thomas 11:39 pm
whatever you want to take it as bryce
Fabio Birza 11:39 pm
I've shown how I'm taking it.
JT Thomas 11:39 pm
i call it playing the game, everyone does it
Fabio Birza 11:39 pm
I sure don't.
Fabio Birza 11:39 pm
Especially not to my friends.
But I also don't have 300 people floating around in ORG's I'd consider my friends.
There used to be about...7 of them.
I just don't ever consider that others have people they're close to all over the place.
JT Thomas 11:41 pm
are you saying i have 300 people i consider friends?
Fabio Birza 11:41 pm
I don't know.
Fabio Birza 11:41 pm
Do you?
JT Thomas 11:41 pm
no
Fabio Birza 11:41 pm
ok, then no I'm not talking about you.
JT Thomas 11:41 pm
i thought that was what you were implying
Fabio Birza 11:42 pm
Generalization...work with me here.
Exaggeration!
JT Thomas 11:42 pm
i do have people i enjoy talking to. i like the aspect of getting to know people in these games
Fabio Birza 11:42 pm
Kiwi, Rose, Curtis, Vernon, Ari, Stringing...that's about all the people I have.
And Cody/Brett
Haven't talked to him since Shadow
And Dylan
I suppose...he's a creep.
JT Thomas 11:43 pm
you still have me, whether you believe it or not
Fabio Birza 11:44 pm
I don't want you. There's a difference.
JT Thomas 11:44 pm
okay
that's fine then
Fabio Birza 11:44 pm
Like I said....worst thing anyone has done to me.,
Surprisingly I don't think I've actually ever trusted anyone's intentions more in a game...
JT Thomas 11:45 pm
well i'm still friends with people who have done awful things to me. people get over it all the time
Fabio Birza 11:46 pm
ok
Glad you came into it with a "He'll understand" or "He'll get over it" attitude.
JT Thomas 11:46 pm
i didn't actually
Fabio Birza 11:46 pm
Sounds like it.
JT Thomas 11:47 pm
you don't know the shit i put myself through before you got on
ask rose, yul, dylan, bella. oh yeah, you don't care what they say
Fabio Birza 11:47 pm
No Rose actually never told me anything.
She said what you did was shitty.
Yul said it was all him.
Dylan says it was shitty.
Bella doesn't talk to me.
JT Thomas 11:48 pm
yul didn't say anything about me feeling awful about it?
cause he showed me what he said
Fabio Birza 11:48 pm
He did. But he said to blame it on him. But obviously I'm not doing that since it wouldn't have happened without you and only you.
JT Thomas 11:49 pm
that's not the point i'm trying to make. the point is that i felt awful about it and didn't come into it thinking you would get over it
Fabio Birza 11:49 pm
Then why do you keep saying I'm being immature and I'll get over it?
JT Thomas 11:50 pm
i say other people get over it
and that i would eventually
Fabio Birza 11:50 pm
*EVENTUALLY
definitely not right now
JT Thomas 11:50 pm
yes but you'll hate me forever
Fabio Birza 11:50 pm
Says who?
JT Thomas 11:50 pm
you won't?
Fabio Birza 11:51 pm
I don't know.
I'm honestly thinking I'm done around here.
JT Thomas 11:51 pm
what do you mean?
Fabio Birza 11:51 pm
I don't want to play these games anymore.
Because they're not worth it.
And they hurt more than anything
And as I've realized, you don't make true friends around here.
Only allies
And those don't even last very long.
JT Thomas 11:52 pm
you do make friends if you know the games dont mean anything and dont take it personal
Fabio Birza 11:52 pm
If they don't mean anything why did you do it?
JT Thomas 11:52 pm
cause they're fun
Fabio Birza 11:52 pm
You put our friendship below "nothing"
Which is....really sad.
JT Thomas 11:53 pm
thats not how i look at it, as i've said 20 times
Fabio Birza 11:53 pm
The games don't mean anything.
They're just for fun.
You backstabbed me for fun.
And showed that our friendship means less than nothing.
JT Thomas 11:55 pm
you're right bryce. i've been talking to you for over an hour now all because our friendship means nothing
Fabio Birza 11:56 pm
Thanks for admitting.
That's all I wanted.
JT Thomas 11:57 pm
omg it was sarcasm
Fabio Birza 11:57 pm
Well then sound sarcastic.
JT Thomas 11:57 pm
i thought it did
Fabio Birza 11:57 pm
I can't hear your tone.
But we've only been on good terms for like...a week and a half. So not sure how that could really mean anything...
So I guess I should have expected something like this after all the crap I did to you that made you not trust me originally.
Fabio Birza 12:00 am
JT Thomas (3:07:34 PM):and dont pull the whole "i knew you were gonna try and take me out anyway" crap cause you were gonna do the same to me too
This is one situation where this is actually good application.
JT Thomas 12:03 am
that was before we met up and decided to team up
Fabio Birza 12:03 am
Exactly.
Now it's relevant.
JT Thomas 12:05 am
idk i guess
Fabio Birza 12:09 am
It is. Trust me.
JT Thomas 12:12 am
well i'm sorry
idk what else you want me to say
Fabio Birza 12:12 am
Nothing you can say.
Actions speak louder than words...so the phrase goes.
JT Thomas 12:13 am
okay
Fabio Birza 12:13 am
I'm going to bed.
Fun night
JT Thomas 12:14 am
goodnight
Cute.
Not gonna talk?
JT Thomas 10:07 pm
chill im typing now
you have no idea how bad i feel
Fabio Birza 10:07 pm
Yeah, I don't give a fuck
I passed you all my items
I don't think anyone has ever screwed me over so hard.
JT Thomas 10:08 pm
listen
Fabio Birza 10:08 pm
I don't want to.
I was loyal.
You're the biggest fuck here. I should have listened to everyone.
BLOCKED!!!
From another account:
biotchxlovaa 10:13 pm
Listen to me for one god damn second
Fabio Birza 10:13 pm
No.
You're ridiculous.
biotchxlovaa 10:14 pm
Np I'm not
Fabio Birza 10:14 pm
I would never do that to you!
biotchxlovaa 10:14 pm
Listen to me!
Fabio Birza 10:14 pm
Why?
What good does it do when I'm out of the game anyways?
biotchxlovaa 10:15 pm
Cause I'm worried about our friendship!
I've been paranoid all night cause of that
Not cause of the game
I don't give a fuck if you come back and seek revenge
Fabio Birza 10:15 pm
Our friendship goes about as far as you treat me...which is obviously shit.
biotchxlovaa 10:15 pm
I don't want you hating me over something that I struggled to do so much
Fabio Birza 10:15 pm
So good on ya.
THEN DON'T FUCKING DO IT WHEN I HAD YOU!
You're a fucking douche.
biotchxlovaa 10:16 pm
I had my vote for Klein in!
Fabio Birza 10:16 pm
It was ALL you.
biotchxlovaa 10:16 pm
You had to say something to yul
Fabio Birza 10:16 pm
It is all you!
You used your idol which is the only thing that could have saved him.
What did I say to Yul?
biotchxlovaa 10:16 pm
And piss him off. My allies would have hated me if I didn't!
Fabio Birza 10:17 pm
Oh so I wasn't an ally.
Thanks for revealing that now.
biotchxlovaa 10:17 pm
Idk what you said, but you pissed him off
Fabio Birza 10:17 pm
I thought friendship would go farther than that.
biotchxlovaa 10:17 pm
You were! I had other ones you know
Fabio Birza 10:18 pm
Obviously stronger.
biotchxlovaa 10:18 pm
I would have had no allies besides you had I taken out Klein
I would never hate anyone over a game
You shouldn't let it get in the way of a friendship
And if you do
You probably never considered me that strong of a friend
Fabio Birza 10:19 pm
I see how you treated it.,
And it's easy for you to say
How pissed would you be if I did that to you?
biotchxlovaa 10:19 pm
No you don't see how I treated it
biotchxlovaa 10:20 pm
Cause I struggled so much to play my idol on Klein. Yul was begging me like 10 mins before the deadline until I gave I
*in
I would be mad
But wouldn't not be your friend
Fabio Birza 10:20 pm
Different people.
And just so you're aware, I'm quitting.
Because Dylan fought hard to get here and I'm not gonna fight him for it.
So have your parteeeyyy with Klein
biotchxlovaa 10:21 pm
I wouldn't be having this conversation if I wasn't worried about our friendship
Ask anyone that I've talked to
They'll all tell you
Fabio Birza 10:21 pm
I don't care what the fuck they say.
biotchxlovaa 10:21 pm
How worried I was that you'd hate me
Fabio Birza 10:21 pm
This really hurts worse than any other....seriously.
I do hate you. Dammit get it in your head.
You made this move for your "friend" ally whatever
Fabio Birza 10:22 pm
And you made it on me...someone who was loyal to you.
You still would have had that damn idol
my necklace
my koi advantage
It was fine...who cares about Yul?
biotchxlovaa 10:22 pm
Fine you know what, hate me. If you hate me over a stupid fucking online game that means nothi g
Fabio Birza 10:22 pm
You would have had me, Vernon, Dave, and people that came with us.
biotchxlovaa 10:23 pm
Than go ahead
Fabio Birza 10:23 pm
K
biotchxlovaa 10:23 pm
Idk why I'm trying to reason with you
Act like a fucking 12 year old
Fabio Birza 10:23 pm
You would be pissed.
Just let me cool.
I'm sure I'll like you eventually.
biotchxlovaa 10:24 pm
I wouldn't hate you for it!
Fabio Birza 10:24 pm
Probably.
I would sure hope you would.
biotchxlovaa 10:24 pm
No I wouldn't
Fabio Birza 10:24 pm
Because it would be a huge fucking backstab
Biggest one I've ever done.
biotchxlovaa 10:24 pm
I've never hated anyone over a game
Ever
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
There are more ways to go about this situation.
I gave you a shot...you screwed me.
All there is to it.
biotchxlovaa 10:25 pm
Rose and Curtis made me look like an ass in AS when I apologized to rose about blindsifing her when I was the one going
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
You fed me a line of bullshit all game.
biotchxlovaa 10:25 pm
So no
No I didn't!
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
Obviously you did.
biotchxlovaa 10:25 pm
I had my vote in for Klein
Until 10 mins before the deadline
Fabio Birza 10:25 pm
There's no reason I shouldn't believe you've been buttering me up waiting to blindside me.
biotchxlovaa 10:26 pm
I haven't been!
Fabio Birza 10:26 pm
If you'd give me up for fucking Klein and Yul.
biotchxlovaa 10:26 pm
I had to do what was best for my game
biotchxlovaa 10:26 pm
You'd be my only ally left
Now I still have some
I would have told you
But you weren't around
Fabio Birza 10:30 pm
No I wouldn't...
But it's fine.
biotchxlovaa 10:31 pm
Please don't hate me
Fabio Birza 10:31 pm
You have Klein and Yul now.
Hopefully they hold you strong.
biotchxlovaa 10:31 pm
And John
And Mikey
All of whom would have hated me if I took out lex
biotchxlovaa 10:32 pm
And I would have been screwed
Fabio Birza 10:32 pm
Well, what you do for a game I suppose.
biotchxlovaa 10:33 pm
It's just a game it means nothing personal for ms
Me*
Fabio Birza 10:33 pm
For you.
biotchxlovaa 10:34 pm
I mean
biotchxlovaa 10:34 pm
I don't expect you to ever trust me again
But I don't want you to hate me
Fabio Birza 10:37 pm
Don't expect me to ever trust you again.
Because I obviously put all my trust in you.
And you blew it up.
Pending on the latter.
biotchxlovaa 10:38 pm
I don't expect you to
Fabio Birza 10:38 pm
K, good.
You should realize I've always taken these games personal...
Did you NOT watch what happened in SI?
How I treated Bella...should have been aware
It's not like I'm putting on some act just to be a dick.
biotchxlovaa 10:39 pm
So that should stop me from making the smartest move that I feel?
Fabio Birza 10:39 pm
Just when you still don't have any allies even with me gone, think of it as a goodbye present.
I'm sure I have more than enough shit to spread.
biotchxlovaa 10:40 pm
You're not allowed if you're out of the Gand
Game*
Fabio Birza 10:40 pm
I'm not out.
I'm at DMI.
=)
Still in baby!
biotchxlovaa 10:40 pm
You just said you're quitting
And DMI still isn't allowed
Fabio Birza 10:40 pm
Well...I can hold on that until I want to!
biotchxlovaa 10:40 pm
Kiwi said so
Fabio Birza 10:40 pm
Well...then they get to remove me! =)
biotchxlovaa 10:41 pm
If that's how you want to pay me back
Then be my guest
Fabio Birza 10:41 pm
It seems fair.
biotchxlovaa 10:41 pm
Not that I won't be a target regardless
Fabio Birza 10:41 pm
At least you would have had someone you 100% wouldn't have had to worry about.
It will be really nice once you read my confessional and see just how much trust I put in you and how excited I was we were trying to work to the end together.
But I assume you have had that same deal with Mikey, Yul, Lex, JK
list goes on
biotchxlovaa 10:43 pm
You'll be able to see my confessional afterwards to
And see how shitty/awful I feel
Fabio Birza 10:43 pm
Can't wait!@
biotchxlovaa 10:44 pm
I just got confirmation from another person
That you were talking shit on me
That's like 4 people now
Fabio Birza 10:44 pm
Just now?
biotchxlovaa 10:44 pm
Yes
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
Like Yul?
biotchxlovaa 10:45 pm
No
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
All I was telling him is I was mad.
biotchxlovaa 10:45 pm
Not yul
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
Ok.
I told you I would....I don't know why you're surprised.
I actually said "Fuck Russ" to Chicken
so that's not what you're referring to
2 things:
biotchxlovaa 10:45 pm
Giving away alliances isn't something you should be doing though
Fabio Birza 10:45 pm
1. You blew me for an instinct Yul had
I didn't say anything to him...he said he was getting "false vibes" and because we haven't talked in a while.
Fabio Birza 10:46 pm
I'm not giving away any alliances, first of all.
And they're noticable anyways.
biotchxlovaa 10:46 pm
If you would unblock me on JT I could show you
Fabio Birza 10:47 pm
2. If you said just by letting me stay and Lex go you would lose Yul Mikey B and JK as allies...why is that any different than me basically disowning you for what you did?
If they would do that just by letting go of Lex, how are they your true allies?
I would stick by you no matter who you kept around or let go.
I'd trust you.
biotchxlovaa 10:48 pm
If you would unblock me on JT I'd show you
Since I'm on my phone on this one
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Fabio Birza 10:48 pm
Then show me
JT Thomas 10:48 pm
Steve "Chicken" Morris 12:43 am
well
since fabio is gone
he was in my ear telling me you lex yul had a thing with jerri and a bunch of people on the other side
and I was like..."OH...im fucked"
Fabio Birza 10:49 pm
Ok, that was from before I was even voted out.
JT Thomas 10:49 pm
thats what i mean
why would you say that?
Fabio Birza 10:49 pm
First of all I never said that.
I will copy and paste every convo I had with Chicken
Do you realize the position he's in?
He just lost someone he thought he could trust
JT Thomas 10:50 pm
it doesnt benefit him at all to tell me that
Fabio Birza 10:51 pm
Then I'm not sure why. But he needs an in with you.
Because now he knows he's outnumnbered.
JT Thomas 10:51 pm
there's been other people and other moments where people have said you have mentioned me
like ami saying you blamed me for whatever happened the round lindsey left
Fabio Birza 10:52 pm
Yes, and I talked you through it the whole time....and explained, then told the truth.
You said you didn't care.
If you did I would have wanted you to say something
JT Thomas 10:52 pm
i'm just saying
its an example
you got mad at ami for the same thing
bringing your name up
Fabio Birza 10:53 pm
Right.
JT Thomas 10:53 pm
ive been told multiple times that my name has been brought up by you
Fabio Birza 10:53 pm
I at least came to you and told you about it.
I came clean
Because I didn't want to lose you as an "ally"
Yes, we've been through this.
Unless if this is you trying to blame you idoling me on me so I feel like crap about all the things I've done to you.
JT Thomas 10:53 pm
no
i'm not doing that
i'm just letting you know that i've heard things. you voting out one of my best friends also was not something i was happy about, which i told you
Fabio Birza 10:55 pm
I just ctrl f'd all of mine and Chicken's convos and you were mentioned 4 times...I can screen print that proof if you want.
Here's all the times you were brought up
tlallstar6 (2:49:35 PM): have you heard how well other people did?
tlallstar6 (2:49:39 PM): I think we did awesome
Fabio Birza (2:49:45 PM): um, well JT said they got to 142
Fabio Birza (2:49:50 PM): so we blew past them haha
tlallstar6 (2:54:53 PM): what's the split? everyone else is together?
Fabio Birza (2:56:33 PM): yeah, basically you 3
Fabio Birza (2:56:42 PM): JT, Yul and Lex
Fabio Birza (2:56:48 PM): then me and Dave seem to be sitting in the middle
Fabio Birza (2:56:58 PM): basically all 3 tribes are represented
That one is obvious, they knew they were on the outs
Get mad at me about it, whatever.
Fabio Birza 10:58 pm
Fabio Birza (10:39:34 PM): how'd that happen?
tlallstar6 (10:39:46 PM): how'd what happen
tlallstar6 (10:39:53 PM): the nom?
Fabio Birza (10:39:55 PM): Russ nominating me
tlallstar6 (10:40:06 PM): jt played a necklace
Fabio Birza (10:40:14 PM): right...why wasn't Yul nominated?
tlallstar6 (10:40:23 PM): im not positive
tlallstar6 (10:40:30 PM): but you are 100% safe
and finally.....
Fabio Birza (10:51:21 PM): Why would you even say that?
Fabio Birza (10:51:25 PM): What does that benefit you?!
tlallstar6 (10:51:48 PM): I was telling them my reasons for my vote
Fabio Birza (10:53:01 PM): But I never told you JT had a thing with Jerri...because they didn't. So that's not even true.
tlallstar6 (10:53:12 PM): I'm pretty sure you did
tlallstar6 (10:53:20 PM): I'll check and correct it then if I was wrong
4 times you were mentioned...none were directly or maliciously coming at you.
And voting out Bella hardly had anything to do with you as much as it was better for my game.
If that's your justification for getting rid of me, that's a friendship thing, not a game thing.
JT Thomas 10:59 pm
that's not my justification for getting rid of you
but i'm making a point
that i didn't hate you for voting out my best friend in the game, which you knew was the case
Fabio Birza 11:00 pm
It's not even close to the same.
Obviously I made the right choice in that if it got you somewhat closer to me.
If Bella was here you and I wouldn't have "worked" together.
You voted ME out.
Idol'd me out actually.
Huge difference.
And you said you did it to benefit YOU.
Getting rid of Sophie did more for than just me.
JT Thomas 11:01 pm
okay so why would you hate me for making a move that i feel benefits me?
if you were around
i would have told you, because i have a soul and care about people's feelings greatly
Fabio Birza 11:02 pm
Guess we'll never know.
JT Thomas 11:02 pm
you're right
i know you take games personal
Fabio Birza 11:03 pm
K, then you should have seen this coming.
I swear if you act like Bella did...e
JT Thomas 11:03 pm
but you also know that i do my best to make sure it doesnt ruin a friendship
i've always done
that
always will
Fabio Birza 11:04 pm
Yes, but people won't always receive it.
You put game over friendship
I don't
Differences of opinions I guess.
JT Thomas 11:04 pm
most people will recieve it
cause they know its just a game
Fabio Birza 11:04 pm
It goes deeper.
Just like the real life survivor
Shows true character
Priorities
How much someone ACTUALLY cares
It's why I don't put friendships under the game...because the friendships that matter aren't worth the game.
Because it IS just a game...
Michael's (not JT's) priorities:
Game
---------------
Bryce
Says it all.
JT Thomas 11:06 pm
not true
Fabio Birza 11:06 pm
Not what you've shown
And you won't ever get the chance to show it otherwise
JT Thomas 11:07 pm
what the hell do you think i'm showing you now/
that i DO care
Fabio Birza 11:07 pm
Why you voted for me?
JT Thomas 11:07 pm
no
Fabio Birza 11:07 pm
All the chats
Skype
lies
all bullshit that made me trust you so much more
got me in your back pocket for your disposal
You had to do ONE thing...
"Bryce, you need to play your necklace"
Then you wouldn't have had the dilemma...
Leos would have gone home, nothing wrong.
JT Thomas 11:08 pm
i didnt know of anything until 10 minutes before the deadline!
you werent around
JT Thomas 11:08 pm
you couldnt play your necklace even if you were
had i known
i would have told you!
Fabio Birza 11:09 pm
The instinct that you didn't want to and feel so bad...MAYBE should have told you you shouldn't have done it.
JT Thomas 11:09 pm
i thought you were mature enough to realize its just a game
Fabio Birza 11:10 pm
I thought you were mature enough to understand there's more to it.
Like I stated above.
You can blame it's a game.
That's half of it.
JT Thomas 11:11 pm
i know there is more to it, which is why i'm having this conversation with you
Fabio Birza 11:12 pm
You should be enough of a "friend" to understand I'm not going to let go of it easy...
I'm just explaining my side. This is just wrong in my eyes.
JT Thomas 11:12 pm
like you said
difference of opinion
Fabio Birza 11:12 pm
And others are definitely mad you did that to me...so it's not like I'm insane...people who it doesn't even directly involve think it was a huge backstab
It's not like I'm ridiculous for being like this.
Fabio Birza 11:13 pm
Or "Immature"
JT Thomas 11:13 pm
your making it personal
Fabio Birza 11:13 pm
IT IS PERSONAL!
JT Thomas 11:13 pm
others may be mad for game purposes
Fabio Birza 11:14 pm
They aren't ebven in the game...they're friends who know what you've been telling me and how we've been together and they just saw me voted out.
because you idol'd me.
JT Thomas 11:14 pm
why? because you told them how awful i am?
Fabio Birza 11:14 pm
No.
Their own opinion.
Based on what they've seen.
JT Thomas 11:15 pm
and there are many people who agree with me as well
JT Thomas 11:15 pm
so take it for what its worth
matter of opinion
Fabio Birza 11:15 pm
Yeah, your allies agree.
This isn't even about the game... It's still me behind Fabio
I gave you my word and trusted you as a friend and an ally
I gave you my word as Bryce and Fabio
Both merge together within the game.
I don't get what people say about separating the 2.
Because you hardly can
JT Thomas 11:17 pm
and it's still me behind JT. i was sincere in saying that both Michael and JT were very very very very very x10000000000 upset about it happening like this. and both Michael and JT planned on telling both Bryce and Fabio that this was happening
but you werent around
i'm a very sincere person. i've gone out of my way to make sure that there are never any hard feelings out that it gets patched up if there are
when i make a move like this, i look at it in the sense of the game
Fabio Birza 11:18 pm
You can't just apologize and think everything will be ok
JT Thomas 11:19 pm
i understand that
Fabio Birza 11:19 pm
When we play together again, if, what is it that will make me not trust you?
Fabio Birza 11:19 pm
It's the personal aspect...that I'll remember what you did to me last time when I thought we were each other's #1.
You can't trust anyone more than that
Yet you STILL did it to me.
So there's no possible way I could ever trust you.
It's not like we were against each other and then I got voted out
but we're still friends
JT Thomas 11:20 pm
i like our skype chats, us making fun of rose cause she cant flirt, playing mini's hosted by vernon
none of that is fake
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
It is to me now.
JT Thomas 11:21 pm
i'm very genuine when i talk to someone. i mean mostly everything i say that doesnt involve the game
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
I feel it was just to get me to trust you.
JT Thomas 11:21 pm
it wasn't bryce!
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
Because honestly...I might not have as much otherwise.
Fabio Birza 11:21 pm
That was what got me thinking "I think he really does want us to get to the end"
And from there is when I trusted you 100%
JT Thomas 11:22 pm
i did want us in the F3, me you and rose like we said. its in my confessional
i didn't anticipate me being put in this position
Fabio Birza 11:22 pm
How can you say that.
That's just mocking
JT Thomas 11:23 pm
no its not
Fabio Birza 11:23 pm
So Rose leaves and now I'm out of your plans?
JT Thomas 11:23 pm
no
Fabio Birza 11:23 pm
Then what is it?
What the hell was it that you just decided, you know what I can do without him and don't want to be in f3 with him?
Fabio Birza 11:23 pm
Because you had 10 minutes...anything could have happened that you just walked away
And let me stay
JT Thomas 11:25 pm
i rushed my decision because i knew the deadline was close, being peer pressured into it. i give into that alot. rose leaving did not mean that i still did not want to go to the end with you. i did my best to make sure all of my other allies liked you so that we had a solid pathway to the end together
Fabio Birza 11:25 pm
You got scared.
Just admit it.
Yul threatened you.
And you would rather be with him than against him
So you sacrificed me
JT Thomas 11:25 pm
he didn't threaten me
Fabio Birza 11:25 pm
Then why were you so scared that he would not be your "ally" if you let me stay?
He must not have said that so you just assumed.
Which shows the trust in that alliance.
JT Thomas 11:26 pm
because he was already made at me for voting out hatch instead of lindsey
*mad
and mikey and JK both wanted lex to stick around
how would that have looked to them if i just voted him out?
Bootlist
« Thread Started Yesterday at 5:03pm »
KOI:
1. Lex
2. Dave
3. Fabio
« Reply #1 Yesterday at 10:20pm »
KOI:
1. Fabio
2. Dave
3. Lex
see
Fabio Birza 11:28 pm
Then vote for me just don't idol me!!
And if he was mad at you, then he wouldn't be with you anyways.
Like I said...I was with you 100%
guarantee none of those people in the game would seriously say the same.
JT Thomas 11:30 pm
there would be no point to vote for you if lex was going
since they knew i had the idol
Fabio Birza 11:30 pm
to at least show you were loyal?
Then why would you waste an idol
You said you didn't want to waste it...you did.
Just to show you were with a side.
Klein said he didn't even expect you to use the idol on him.
Fabio Birza 11:30 pm
He was told like 10 minutes before deadline to vote for me.
JT Thomas 11:31 pm
yes, i've said that like 5 times not
*now
it was 10 mins before the deadline
Fabio Birza 11:31 pm
I know.
But if you didn't use it, he would have understood.
It wouldn't have mattered to him either way
You were worried about one person
Yul
JT Thomas 11:31 pm
i got an IM from him saying he needed my help
Fabio Birza 11:31 pm
Of course he did.
Too bad I wasn't here to say 1 thing about how you're making a mistake
You wouldn't have done it.
JT Thomas 11:32 pm
i probably wouldn't have, like i said, i was rushed with the deadline approaching
Fabio Birza 11:32 pm
I could have just tried to help Klein and just voted Dave, but I'm loyal.
So don't make such a game changing decision when it's to one of your...
well I don't know what to call me
JT Thomas 11:33 pm
i'd call you my friend
Fabio Birza 11:33 pm
Ok
I guess I wasn't a good friend or maybe more thought would have been put into it
JT Thomas 11:34 pm
bryce, you said it yourself. its a difference of opinion
you feel that friendship should be taken into account in these games, i feel that friends should understand its just a game
Fabio Birza 11:35 pm
Yeah. You have the opinion of tha backstabber, I have the position of the backstabee.
JT Thomas 11:35 pm
i have the same opinion every game
JT Thomas 11:35 pm
no matter if i'm the backstabber or backstabbe
Fabio Birza 11:35 pm
That's you.
JT Thomas 11:35 pm
ive been both many times
Fabio Birza 11:35 pm
I've been one...every time.
Due to what?
Loyalty.
And it's getting old.
I would say I should just backstab anyone and everyone but then that would not be me. It would be so far from me it's ridiculous. I can't help it.
JT Thomas 11:36 pm
lmao you're the one that said we should backstab people for the hell of it when we merge
Fabio Birza 11:36 pm
PEOPLE!
Not friends.
Or people I had a long term deal with.
Because I stick to that word.
JT Thomas 11:37 pm
LONG TERM deal
i stick to them too
which is why i saved klein
Fabio Birza 11:38 pm
Oh?
So you'll admit you had more than just one f3 floating.
Good!
NOW we're getting somewhere.
Lying straight to friend's faces.
JT Thomas 11:39 pm
whatever you want to take it as bryce
Fabio Birza 11:39 pm
I've shown how I'm taking it.
JT Thomas 11:39 pm
i call it playing the game, everyone does it
Fabio Birza 11:39 pm
I sure don't.
Fabio Birza 11:39 pm
Especially not to my friends.
But I also don't have 300 people floating around in ORG's I'd consider my friends.
There used to be about...7 of them.
I just don't ever consider that others have people they're close to all over the place.
JT Thomas 11:41 pm
are you saying i have 300 people i consider friends?
Fabio Birza 11:41 pm
I don't know.
Fabio Birza 11:41 pm
Do you?
JT Thomas 11:41 pm
no
Fabio Birza 11:41 pm
ok, then no I'm not talking about you.
JT Thomas 11:41 pm
i thought that was what you were implying
Fabio Birza 11:42 pm
Generalization...work with me here.
Exaggeration!
JT Thomas 11:42 pm
i do have people i enjoy talking to. i like the aspect of getting to know people in these games
Fabio Birza 11:42 pm
Kiwi, Rose, Curtis, Vernon, Ari, Stringing...that's about all the people I have.
And Cody/Brett
Haven't talked to him since Shadow
And Dylan
I suppose...he's a creep.
JT Thomas 11:43 pm
you still have me, whether you believe it or not
Fabio Birza 11:44 pm
I don't want you. There's a difference.
JT Thomas 11:44 pm
okay
that's fine then
Fabio Birza 11:44 pm
Like I said....worst thing anyone has done to me.,
Surprisingly I don't think I've actually ever trusted anyone's intentions more in a game...
JT Thomas 11:45 pm
well i'm still friends with people who have done awful things to me. people get over it all the time
Fabio Birza 11:46 pm
ok
Glad you came into it with a "He'll understand" or "He'll get over it" attitude.
JT Thomas 11:46 pm
i didn't actually
Fabio Birza 11:46 pm
Sounds like it.
JT Thomas 11:47 pm
you don't know the shit i put myself through before you got on
ask rose, yul, dylan, bella. oh yeah, you don't care what they say
Fabio Birza 11:47 pm
No Rose actually never told me anything.
She said what you did was shitty.
Yul said it was all him.
Dylan says it was shitty.
Bella doesn't talk to me.
JT Thomas 11:48 pm
yul didn't say anything about me feeling awful about it?
cause he showed me what he said
Fabio Birza 11:48 pm
He did. But he said to blame it on him. But obviously I'm not doing that since it wouldn't have happened without you and only you.
JT Thomas 11:49 pm
that's not the point i'm trying to make. the point is that i felt awful about it and didn't come into it thinking you would get over it
Fabio Birza 11:49 pm
Then why do you keep saying I'm being immature and I'll get over it?
JT Thomas 11:50 pm
i say other people get over it
and that i would eventually
Fabio Birza 11:50 pm
*EVENTUALLY
definitely not right now
JT Thomas 11:50 pm
yes but you'll hate me forever
Fabio Birza 11:50 pm
Says who?
JT Thomas 11:50 pm
you won't?
Fabio Birza 11:51 pm
I don't know.
I'm honestly thinking I'm done around here.
JT Thomas 11:51 pm
what do you mean?
Fabio Birza 11:51 pm
I don't want to play these games anymore.
Because they're not worth it.
And they hurt more than anything
And as I've realized, you don't make true friends around here.
Only allies
And those don't even last very long.
JT Thomas 11:52 pm
you do make friends if you know the games dont mean anything and dont take it personal
Fabio Birza 11:52 pm
If they don't mean anything why did you do it?
JT Thomas 11:52 pm
cause they're fun
Fabio Birza 11:52 pm
You put our friendship below "nothing"
Which is....really sad.
JT Thomas 11:53 pm
thats not how i look at it, as i've said 20 times
Fabio Birza 11:53 pm
The games don't mean anything.
They're just for fun.
You backstabbed me for fun.
And showed that our friendship means less than nothing.
JT Thomas 11:55 pm
you're right bryce. i've been talking to you for over an hour now all because our friendship means nothing
Fabio Birza 11:56 pm
Thanks for admitting.
That's all I wanted.
JT Thomas 11:57 pm
omg it was sarcasm
Fabio Birza 11:57 pm
Well then sound sarcastic.
JT Thomas 11:57 pm
i thought it did
Fabio Birza 11:57 pm
I can't hear your tone.
But we've only been on good terms for like...a week and a half. So not sure how that could really mean anything...
So I guess I should have expected something like this after all the crap I did to you that made you not trust me originally.
Fabio Birza 12:00 am
JT Thomas (3:07:34 PM):and dont pull the whole "i knew you were gonna try and take me out anyway" crap cause you were gonna do the same to me too
This is one situation where this is actually good application.
JT Thomas 12:03 am
that was before we met up and decided to team up
Fabio Birza 12:03 am
Exactly.
Now it's relevant.
JT Thomas 12:05 am
idk i guess
Fabio Birza 12:09 am
It is. Trust me.
JT Thomas 12:12 am
well i'm sorry
idk what else you want me to say
Fabio Birza 12:12 am
Nothing you can say.
Actions speak louder than words...so the phrase goes.
JT Thomas 12:13 am
okay
Fabio Birza 12:13 am
I'm going to bed.
Fun night
JT Thomas 12:14 am
goodnight
